whynot: etc: excuses, excuses (express yourself)
I signed up for [livejournal.com profile] deancas_xmas. You should too! Oct 31 is the last day to sign up, so hop to.

For now, WE NEED TO TALK ABOUT KEVIN. Apologies if you've seen this before. I'm reposting for purposes of archival and possible further ramblings. Don't get me wrong, I love the Kevin we have now, and my heart shatters rainbowly at how badass being on his own has forced him to become, but I still wonder how things could’ve gone down if Sam had answered Kevin’s calls. )
whynot: SPN: all hail (croatpocalypse now)
Some time ago I found an old notebook of mine full of bits of fic, and it's so weird reading it, like when did I even write this? I barely have a recollection. There's Smith/Wesson on the road, post-5x22 Dean&Cas, Arthur/Morgana SPN AU in modern Britain, et cetera. Also I found an old flash drive that needs excavating and God only knows what's on that.

But instead of posting things that make sense, have a snippet of the AU where Sam and Jared are brothers. THAT'S RIGHT, Sam, Dean, and Jared are brothers who save people and hunt things. When Sam went to Stanford, Jared stuck around with Dean. This fic is set after the hypothetical pilot. Because sometimes (most times) when it's late at night and I'm chatting with [personal profile] callowyn and [personal profile] zempasuchil, things spiral out of control.

The Impala isn't big enough for three. ~850 words )

To conclude, It Usually Washes Off is a NC17 Cas/Meg fic by [livejournal.com profile] fossarian that I really enjoyed, so I rec it to you!
whynot: SPN: all hail (broken mirrors)
...and suddenly Wincestuous Girlchesters! Thank you, [livejournal.com profile] skullage, for betareading.

Record Skip
Supernatural. girl!Sam/girl!Dean. NC17. Warning: incest, 2nd person POV, canon death. Spoilers for 3x11. Written for SPN Femslash Week.
Missing scenes from 'Mystery Spot'. ~1200 words

Love is the least of your problems. )
whynot: SPN: all hail (mr. ackles)
In addition to [livejournal.com profile] weatheredlaw, I would also like to blame [personal profile] callowyn, [livejournal.com profile] skullage, and [livejournal.com profile] zempasuchil. YOU GUYS ARE THE WORST AT SAVING ME FROM MYSELF. :(

Anyway, here is the rambling synopsis/outline (...outlinefic?) for a 'verse I don't have time to write. WW2 AU, Pacific theater. Sam/Dean pining, Dean/Castiel-ish probably sort of maybe, Victor, Bobby-ish, PG13, character death.

It's a 4500-word outline, on account of how it keeps trying to be real fic.

I'm not really a man of faith, sir. )
whynot: SPN: all hail (sand dunes and salty air)
This is a (very D:) belated birthday gift for the endlessly splendid [livejournal.com profile] august_monsoon! I'm sorry this is super late ;______; but know that I adoooore you and you are one of the sweetest ever, and your art never fails to blow me away. <3333 Please have this Team Free Will shmoop. I hope you're having a wonderful weekend!

Thank you to [personal profile] callowyn for betareading. Title is from "Over Our Heads" by Zero 7.

Light Keeps Passing Through
Supernatural. Dean/Cas, Sam. R. Spoilers through 5x14.
Set after the events of 'My Bloody Valentine'. "It's not so impossible." ~2200 words

I think there's a lake somewhere up here. )
whynot: SPN: all hail (he ain't heavy)
And here is my second and last Blindfold fill, which is like the complete polar opposite of my other fill. Prompt: "Teen!Sam realizes he has a crush on his older brother and is horrified at himself for being such a freak. Cue all the sexually explicit fantasies that Sam jerks off too. Basically I just want desperate, pining, frustrated Sam. " Sam's 17 in this fic.

The Evening Splits in Half
SPN. Sam/Dean, in Sam's head. NC17. Warning: masturbation fantasies containing dubious consent.
"Sam has a catalog of images." ~1700 words

Keep it together, Winchester. )
whynot: SPN: all hail (get that checked out)
That awkward moment when you intend to write Dean/Cas shmoop but end up writing Sam POV gen instead.

Sort of.

Signal To Noise
Supernatural. Sam, Dean, Bobby. PG13. Spoilers through 6x20.
Missing scenes from 6x20, on the way to and at Ellsworth's. ~1900 words

It's been like this all morning. )
whynot: SPN: all hail (he ain't heavy)
I couldn't sleep so I wrote Wincest.

If Thine Eye Offend Thee
Supernatural. Sam/Dean, Castiel, Ruby. R.
If Dean deserves to be saved, maybe Sam does too. Set during the time period from 4x01 through 4x07. ~3900 words

Sam doesn't believe in the calm before the storm. )
whynot: SPN: all hail (antarctica is a desert)
The excerpt Sam quotes in this fic is from David Jasper's The Sacred Desert, which I think I will be getting for my birthday. I CANNOT WAIT. You can read its preface and postscript here for free. You can also find a small part of the first chapter here on Google Books. SO BEAUTIFUL. DESERTGASM.

Here is Commentfic #2 from the ohsam commentfic meme, touched up and reposted. ngl, it's pretty much angst porn.

Along Every Horizon
Supernatural. Sam. PG13. Set in a post-S6 future. Warning: character death.
Written for [livejournal.com profile] de_nugis's prompt: "If Dean were to die on Sam now, I don’t think Sam would go crazy or vengeful or try to open hell gates or drink demon blood or anything. I think he’d even try to go on, knowing that that’s what Dean would want and really, really not wanting to fuck up Dean’s last wishes again. But I think he’d just fade, get killed by some random monster, not out of any suicidal drive, but just because he was having trouble paying attention to details like food or sleep or ravening creatures with lots of big, nasty teeth. ~1500 words

You must become more silent than the silence around you. )
whynot: SPN: all hail (the smell of ozone)
OMG SOMEONE POSTED THE NETWORK TREATMENT OF "THE RAPTURE". It's like getting new canon! It's like my birthday! A Novak-filled post is surely inevitable, but first, let's talk about Sam.

Apparently I'm back in COMMENTFIC WILL BE THE DEATH OF ME mode. (I doubt I have any other kind of mode, to be honest.) Here is Commentfic #1 from the [livejournal.com profile] ohsam commentfic meme, touched up for reposting.

Same Time, Same Place
Supernatural. Sam, Castiel. PG.
Written for [livejournal.com profile] vail_kagami's prompt: "Cas desperately needs to power up a lot and often to fight his war, and the soul of Lucifer's vessel is the most powerful one around. Sam helps him willingly, but it's still extremely unpleasant and draining." ~850 words

Okay, but don't tell Dean. )
whynot: SPN: surprise!Indonesia (all in the family)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DARLING SAMMYSUCHIL. I tried to write you Dean/girl!Sam, but it ended up being kinda creepy, uh... so maybe that is for another time. Meanwhile, have some Dean&girl!Sam shmoop! Also, have these three songs about Winchesters - "Didn't It Rain" by Songs: Ohia, "The Story of My Life" by Astronautalis, and "Roadside Distraction" by Aaron Parks, which is an instrumental but is totally the background music of Sam and Dean driving down America's highways. Beloved [livejournal.com profile] zempasuchil, ilusfm <33 FOR YOU ARE A JOLLY GOOD FELLOW that nobody can denyyyyyy.

All That Glitters
Supernatural. Dean, Sam. PG13.
Set shortly after the pilot. ~780 words
ETA: The wonderful [livejournal.com profile] august_monsoon has drawn art for this fic here.

Sam has been taller than you since the tenth grade. )
whynot: SPN: surprise!Indonesia (all in the family)
I started writing this fic last spring and got stuck, but I've decided that hellatus is for finishing the fics languishing in your WIP folder. Thank you to Ali, Cally, TH, and Z for cheerleading. Thank you [livejournal.com profile] gwaeren, [livejournal.com profile] sistabro, and [livejournal.com profile] viridian_magpie for betareading. Any remaining mistakes are my bad.

the heart is a ghost
Supernatural. Sam/Dean, Dean/OMC, Castiel. PG13.
Takes place between 5x03 and 5x04. "In a way, things were easier when he knew he was going to die." ~2700 words

This is for the best. )
whynot: SPN: surprise!Indonesia (all in the family)
I've been wibbling back and forth about whether or not I should post this because omg this is not my usual fannish medium, and omg my voice on the internets, and omg if we only had more time, we could do better. But we didn't have more time, and we were trying our damndest to finish this before I had to leave the country, so, y'know. This is what we have.

Basically my boyfriend is building a home studio and he was like, "Do you wanna record any of your songs?" and I was like, "What about this one?" So he listened to me sing it and asked, "...Is this about Supernatural?" He's so smart, you guys.

So! This is my belated 5x22 reaction post. EXCUSE ME WHILE I SING ABOUT MY FEELINGS. Well, Dean's feelings. I can't stress how important my boyfriend was to making this recording happen. I may have written the song, but he was invaluable with his input and his mysterious superpower of getting his various machines to do what I want them to. That's him playing the guitar solo at the end.

He also said I can name our band whatever I want.

Title: In the Dark
Band: The Camp Chitaqua Ragtime Ensemble
Length: 3:50
Characters: Sam/Dean (or Sam&Dean, if you have your gen goggles on)
Summary: Post-5x22. Life after Sam is still Sam all over the place.

download: Megaupload, Mediafire

lyrics )
whynot: SPN: all hail (Default)
All my explicitly shippy Cas fic is croatverse fic. Well, except that one cracky Sassy AU. But. Cracky Sassy AU. So. Anyway, here is some croatverse fic, pre-croatsplosion. It's also my fic for the [livejournal.com profile] sassy_otp exchange. My recipient is [livejournal.com profile] elanorofcastile and I went with her third prompt, which was "Don't Follow" by Alice in Chains. It also includes the following things from her list of likes: touching/space invasion, languages, angst, drug usage, old magic, mythology, and kissing.

The summary is basically, "Cas does intense things to Sam's body and Sam's totally into it." Here's Cas. There's no time for haircuts during the croatpocalypse, seems like.

Thank you to [livejournal.com profile] metonomia for betareading. All remaining mistakes are mine.

Supernatural. Sam/Cas, Dean, past Sam/Ruby. R.
Set in 5x04verse around 2012. Sam hunts alone, except for when he doesn't. ~4500 words

This is a prayer for fire. )

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