I have faith that the writers could convince me of almost anything. With Lisa romance seems possible, it would be weird but she likes him, it would just really take a while. but looking at Dean, I don't know if he feels like this life is his. And yes, he doesn't need romance right now, he needs hot soup and a place to rest. We'll see, we'll see. I would kinda love to see the fic where something happens to Ben and there's the possibility that it's supernatural but they don't know, and they have to venture out to get him and Dean is used to this, it was his whole life, but he feels distinctly bad about saving people, hunting things. But not bad-bad because Lisa is with him and they can save Ben. And along the way she picks up some monster-killing tips, yesss.
a few months after that last scene! I think your Sam coda is not entirely jossed then, right? YEAH those last minutes fucked with us! they were supposed to! lamp flickering asflkjsfdkl my first thought was that Sam wasn't sam, but if he is Sam's a ghost?? or Sam picked up something supernatural that makes lamps flicker? like what?
Chuck as god... at first I was bugged to see that, because it felt like the writers were changing the rules of the game on us, Chuck was supposed to be a prophet, he'd shown all the signs of not being all-knowing etc, but? And then I had thoughts about the nature of God. If God is Chuck is the writers - they don't know what's going to happen forever into the future in their created world, but they know some stuff, and they can't even control all of it because characters take on a life of their own... I think a compromise says that Chuck wasn't god but he was a vessel for that time we saw him?
Bobby losing hope was unexpected considering what he'd been saying for a long time about how they can't give up and how Sam has so much good in him, but it still wasn't unbelievable to me. because it was truly a hopeless-looking situation. And he did show up with Cas at the end. THE CASPLOSION I gasped super loud. it was SO awful to see. oh gross. but remembering it makes me laugh, oh lord it was so absurd XD SAMIFER WAS DSFLFSD I can't get over it, goddamn. like I knew it was gonna be pretty goodncreepy from The End, but it was SO MUCH BETTER. afdljf
Dean saying "I'm not going to leave you" and the montage and the impala bits are all things I am cuddling close to my chest but they make me hurt so much too. I am developing thinky thoughts about this, which is not surprising considering at any given moment my brain is using at least 30% of itself to think about SPN, but I do think the turning point of the finale was that they were finally able to let go of their selfish love for each other. Which is why Dean's "I'm here" says so much - I'm going after you, I'm not leaving so you can come back, I'm not sacrificing myself for you, I'm here for you. if that makes sense.
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a few months after that last scene! I think your Sam coda is not entirely jossed then, right? YEAH those last minutes fucked with us! they were supposed to! lamp flickering asflkjsfdkl my first thought was that Sam wasn't sam, but if he is Sam's a ghost?? or Sam picked up something supernatural that makes lamps flicker? like what?
Chuck as god... at first I was bugged to see that, because it felt like the writers were changing the rules of the game on us, Chuck was supposed to be a prophet, he'd shown all the signs of not being all-knowing etc, but? And then I had thoughts about the nature of God. If God is Chuck is the writers - they don't know what's going to happen forever into the future in their created world, but they know some stuff, and they can't even control all of it because characters take on a life of their own... I think a compromise says that Chuck wasn't god but he was a vessel for that time we saw him?
Bobby losing hope was unexpected considering what he'd been saying for a long time about how they can't give up and how Sam has so much good in him, but it still wasn't unbelievable to me. because it was truly a hopeless-looking situation. And he did show up with Cas at the end.
THE CASPLOSION I gasped super loud. it was SO awful to see. oh gross. but remembering it makes me laugh, oh lord it was so absurd XD
SAMIFER WAS DSFLFSD I can't get over it, goddamn. like I knew it was gonna be pretty goodncreepy from The End, but it was SO MUCH BETTER. afdljf
Dean saying "I'm not going to leave you" and the montage and the impala bits are all things I am cuddling close to my chest but they make me hurt so much too. I am developing thinky thoughts about this, which is not surprising considering at any given moment my brain is using at least 30% of itself to think about SPN, but I do think the turning point of the finale was that they were finally able to let go of their selfish love for each other. Which is why Dean's "I'm here" says so much - I'm going after you, I'm not leaving so you can come back, I'm not sacrificing myself for you, I'm here for you. if that makes sense.