You know I love all of this and it makes me happy. Also, Cas/Anna as the model for Cas/Dean makes me feel complete.
BUT BUT ALSO FUCKING ALaSTAIR. But here, he is well taken care of. I know Dean Winchester - his viscera and his sins slsflksfdljsfdla and taunting Cas but Alastair was just projecting anyway. aaaaahhhhhhh omg them fighting over dean aaahhhh!!
also this whole thing: In the moment Anna gets her grace back, Castiel cannot look away from the brightness of his sister. Here she is. Seeing grace enter her is like seeing her fall in reverse. Either way she is leaving him, again, and he won't let himself look away. you, the one i used to know, the one i no longer know, the one i found, the one i lost, the one i'll lose again. :OOOO :DDDDDD :((((((( <3333333333 fall in reverse! ANNA DON'T LEAVE. poor, poor cas. Okay, yeah, you write that anna-and-cas-are-incestuous-hunters AU!!
I do not have much insight into Cas and Sam's hypothetical conversation about faith (which may or may not happen when Dean runs away and they go to find him! ee!), but can I just say I really, really, really, really like that bit in Restore from Saved Draft where Cas says that Sam doesn't believe he can be saved anymore, he just wants to save everyone else. (Lol, I feel like a regular old Becky, I pretty much am SAMSAMSAM all the time.) Maybe it's about self-sacrifice, then. Not the selfish kind but the unselfish kind, the kind that knows it won't be able to enjoy what its sacrifice wins. And then God steps in?
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BUT BUT ALSO FUCKING ALaSTAIR. But here, he is well taken care of. I know Dean Winchester - his viscera and his sins
slsflksfdljsfdla and taunting Cas but Alastair was just projecting anyway. aaaaahhhhhhh omg them fighting over dean aaahhhh!!
also this whole thing:
In the moment Anna gets her grace back, Castiel cannot look away from the brightness of his sister. Here she is. Seeing grace enter her is like seeing her fall in reverse. Either way she is leaving him, again, and he won't let himself look away. you, the one i used to know, the one i no longer know, the one i found, the one i lost, the one i'll lose again.
:OOOO :DDDDDD :((((((( <3333333333
fall in reverse! ANNA DON'T LEAVE. poor, poor cas. Okay, yeah, you write that anna-and-cas-are-incestuous-hunters AU!!
I do not have much insight into Cas and Sam's hypothetical conversation about faith (which may or may not happen when Dean runs away and they go to find him! ee!), but can I just say I really, really, really, really like that bit in Restore from Saved Draft where Cas says that Sam doesn't believe he can be saved anymore, he just wants to save everyone else. (Lol, I feel like a regular old Becky, I pretty much am SAMSAMSAM all the time.) Maybe it's about self-sacrifice, then. Not the selfish kind but the unselfish kind, the kind that knows it won't be able to enjoy what its sacrifice wins. And then God steps in?