XD I enjoy the occasional Sam/Dean. And god yes, Dean would freak out so much and is like "I WOULD NEVER" but also like "...would I?" and would it make him feel closer to Sam? If it does, is it worth it? Maybe it is OH GOD NO IT CAN'T BE. And Sam is just infuriatingly nonchalant about it, and Dean is totally not thinking about it, not following the lines of his brother's body with new eyes, not thinking what if, not thinking how would it feel.

no way is he mentioning this to Bobby, and he could try Cas but Cas wouldn't understand, and that pretty much leaves him with Samuel.
LOLOLOL OH GOD. WHICH GRUMPY OLD MAN IS HE GOING TO CONFESS HIS FEELINGS TO? XD so hilariously horrible.