Auuuuuugh my heart. This is so ridiculously good. The Dean in this, the Risa in this, the look at what camp life might look like, the mundane and awful all at once, and more than anything, I love that you can draw out little moments here and there and 2014!AU aside, it's still canon, the whole time, its just under the skin of what we already saw:

Claire already had several reasons to distrust Heaven’s promises by that point, but a year’s worth of absence made her forget. A year’s weight in longing gave her hope, opened her mouth and drew the yes from it.

And then she woke up.

Auuuuuuuuuuuuugh.