AUGH SAM SAM SAM SO DESPERATE SO NEEEEEEDY AND TRYING SO HARD, OH GOD PRAYING TO CAS AND CAS CAAAAME FSDJKHGKFJDHG ARGUING ABOUT WHO DESERVES TO BE SAVED AND THE WINCEST THAT CAN'T SEEM TO GET OFF THE GROUND OH FUCK WHEN HE WAKES UP AND DEAN IS GONE OF COURSE IT WAS A DREAM HOW COULD HE HAVE BELIEVED OTHERWISE

These are all of my S4 feelings. But you knew that.