Well, the first episode after this hiatus is gonna be the western episode, so that should help you get your squee back, hopefully? COWBOYS, DUDE!!
Dean's feelings about Sam are so all over the place and complicated I think this is part of why I find it easier to write Sam/Dean the way I did. If you start telling Sam/Dean, then you are liable to not stop, it's messy and gets all over the place. I was wondering during editing whether I used a popular D/C trope in the service of Sam/Dean. I think I did, hahaha. The Cas taking away Dean's dreams thing? I feel like you find that more in Casfic.
I found a Mishalecki ficlet on tumblr that I thought you might like. (http://aplethora.tumblr.com/post/3608851741)
i will tumbl for you so you don't have to
Dean's feelings about Sam are so all over the place and complicated
I think this is part of why I find it easier to write Sam/Dean the way I did. If you start telling Sam/Dean, then you are liable to not stop, it's messy and gets all over the place. I was wondering during editing whether I used a popular D/C trope in the service of Sam/Dean. I think I did, hahaha. The Cas taking away Dean's dreams thing? I feel like you find that more in Casfic.
I found a Mishalecki ficlet on tumblr that I thought you might like. (http://aplethora.tumblr.com/post/3608851741)