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6x17 i.e. <3 I LOVE YOU TOO, SERA. <3
SPN has been giving my "what is this i can't even" tag a lot of workout. BUT THAT'S NOT THE POINT OF THIS POST. THE POINT OF THIS POST IS THAT EVERY NIGHT
IN MY DREAMS
I SEE YOU
I FEEL YOU
- AAAAND SERA CONTINUES TO KRIPKE CASFANDOM. oh my fuck, oh my shitting fuck, all my dreams for Cas are COMING TRUE BEFORE MY VERY EYES. LOOK AT HIM UP TO HIS EARS IN REGRETTABLE THINGS. HIS BEAUTIFUL EARS. HIS BEAUTIFUL REGRETTABLE THINGS. USING BALTHAZAR AS HIS FALL GUY AND THE WINCHESTERS AS BAIT. LOOK AT HIM, BACKED INTO A CORNER AND CAUGHT BETWEEN A ROCK AND A HARD PLACE. But the thing is it's not a matter of him having no choice, no no, because THE POINT IS THAT CAS IS CHOOSING TO DO THESE TERRIBLE THINGS. FREE FUCKING WILL AND HOW CAS IS DOING TERRIBLE THINGS WITH IT. He will do terrible things with good intentions, and damn the consequences. 5x01 flashback: HE LEARNED THIS FROM HIS FRIEND DEAN, YOU SON OF A BITCH. Which, incidentally, is why this is so heartbreaking:
This is simultaneously a thank-you note, a declaration of self, a declaration of love, a threat, and a reminder of Dean's role in all this. (Okay, it's not Dean's fault that Cas chose to kill 50,000 people, but Cas perceives it to be Dean's influence, and that is arguably more damaging. Especially to the 50,000 people.)
ALL OF YESTERDAY'S AESOPS COMING BACK WRONG ;_______;
- RELATEDLY, CASTIEL/BALTHAZAR. THEY ARE IN CAHOOTS OH MY HOLY FUCK. AND CAS TOPS. DURING THE CAS/ATROPOS CONFRONTATION (A SCENE DURING WHICH HE WAS UNBEARABLY HANDSOME, BTW, FUCK), CAS WAS LIKE, "Balthazar, heel," and BALTHAZAR WAS ALL,
CAS IS DANNY OCEAN AND BALTHAZAR IS RUSTY RYAN. THE WINCHESTERS ARE TESS. IT CAME TIME TO CHOOSE BETWEEN THE MONEY AND THE GIRL, AND GUESS WHAT, CAS, TESS DOESN'T SPLIT TWELVE WAYS.
FUCK. YOU GUYS. Cas tracking Balthazar down to his penthouse in Monaco and all, "I have a proposition for you." And did Balthazar beam proudly because finally here was the Cas he had in mind when Balthazar flipped Heaven the bird? Here's the guy who tore up the script and burned the pages for all of us, finally taking charge, grabbing destiny by the balls. Not that sop in 6x03 who gets distracted by his two pet monkeys. (Whoops, he totally still gets distracted by his monkeys, much to Balthazar's displeasure.)
WHO THOUGHT UP THE TITANIC PLAN? WAS IT CAS? WAS IT BALTHAZAR? "We'll undo World War One," Balthazar says, but Cas just shakes his head because that's too big, it's flashy, and he still feels a little nauseous sometimes when he fucks around with fate too much. They were discussing the strategy during date night, you know, as one does, eating popcorn naked and watching bad movies. Balthazar frowns at Kate and Leo flying at the prow of the ship, and then he's like, "What about Titanic?" and Cas is like, "...Hmmm."
Relatedly, who thought of the French Mistake plan? Was Cas initially reluctant to use Sam and Dean as bait, but Balthazar cajoled him into it and not without a little bit of self-interest on his part? Or did Cas weigh his options and resigned himself to the fact that, yes, Sam and Dean would make the best bait, and so he reluctantly volunteers them?
- Balthazar goes to watch Celine sing at her nightclub and buys her a drink after her set. Why not? He likes the looks of her. She likes his attention. He says, "You know, in another world, you would've been a star."
And Celine smiles wryly. "I don't have time to daydream about other worlds. This one is difficult enough."
- I need more information about Jo and her crew IMMEDIATELY. (Is Gwen in it?)
- Titanicverse: the new croatverse? EXCEPT HAPPY. BOBBY AND ELLEN INVITING THE BRAEDENCHESTERS UP FOR THANKSGIVING. JO TEACHING BEN HOW TO USE A KNIFE.
- I don't know how literally we're supposed to take Atropos's services no longer being needed in Heaven, but I kind of like the idea of deities and other mythological figures being independent contractors that various pantheons hire. Atropos and her sisters may have lost the Abrahamic deal, but they still do some consulting for Hinduism.
- Cas/Atropos, oh my holy fucking shit, so awesome. Misha, I fully approve of you playing all scenes with old friends like you're exes. Guys, in S5, not only was Cas running from his family, he was literally on the run from Fate. RIGHT? RIGHT. SHE CAUGHT UP WITH HIM IN ARRUBA, AND AFTER THEY FUCKED SEVERAL TIMES IN SEVERAL DIFFERENT POSITIONS, they had a serious talk that went nowhere and nearly ended in violence, and then Cas had to flee again. Could he feel her unraveling? He destroyed destiny, after all, and now he notices that Atropos is wearing thin at the edges, insubstantial, wavering. Do Atropos and her sisters have a golden thread for themselves too, and is it fraying? He and Balthazar work fast; they have put their plan in action before she flickers out completely.
- I WANT FIC OF THEM ON THE TITANIC. Fic of Ignacio Polonius Freeley being toasted as a hero! Swanning around first class! Fic of Balthazar, Castiel, and Atropos watching from atop another iceberg as the Titanic sinks.
"It's a pity," Castiel says, and no one asks what the pity is.
- OH OH OH AND THERE IS THIS:
What I said to Nyoka about it: "HE DOESN'T HAVE THAT MANY FRIENDS LEFT, DEAN. SAID AS IF EVEN HE AND DEAN ARE BARELY FRIENDS ANYMORE. SAID AS IF "STFU DEAN I AM TRYING TO SAVE THE WORLD" WHICH ALSO HAS UNDERTONES OF "I'M TRYING TO SAVE YOU, YOU SHIT".
YOU NEED NEW FRIENDS, CAS A.K.A. I DON'T LIKE THAT YOU AND YOUR EX HAVE GOTTEN BACK TOGETHER AGAIN.
CAS BEING LIKE YEAH WELL FUCK YOU. YOU'RE TOO NEAR-SIGHTED TO SEE THAT I STILL CARE ABOUT YOU, FUCK YOU.
WITH UNDERTONES OF CAS SAYING ALL THIS JUST TO MANIPULATE THEM ALL BECAUSE HE NEEDS SOUL FISSION FOR HIS WAR MACHINE. WHAT A MAGNIFICENT BASTARD."
I also love how calm he is in his sarcasm. He doesn't get as flaily around these guys anymore, despite his massive soft spot for them. He has his own shit to do, his own goals, and a war. I do wonder how much of his wanting to protect the Winchesters come out of a purely loving, affectionate place though. POSSIBLY HE ALSO NEEDS THE WINCHESTERS ALIVE BECAUSE THEY ARE USEFUL FOR HIS WAR MACHINE SOMEHOW. I mean, liking someone is all well and good, but what if Cas is also planning to use them for parts, cogs and gears, soul fission?! IT'S FOR THE COMMON GOOD, YOU SEE.
- Hmmm, wait, something is missing, what could it be, what could it be... OH YEAH.
Fuck yeah.
YOU SHOULD ALSO TALK TO ME ABOUT 6x20 PROMO PICS ESPECIALLY THIS ONE & THIS ONE & THIS ONE. LET ME REMIND YOU OF THE 6x20 SYNOPSIS.
This is me right now.
IN MY DREAMS
I SEE YOU
I FEEL YOU
- AAAAND SERA CONTINUES TO KRIPKE CASFANDOM. oh my fuck, oh my shitting fuck, all my dreams for Cas are COMING TRUE BEFORE MY VERY EYES. LOOK AT HIM UP TO HIS EARS IN REGRETTABLE THINGS. HIS BEAUTIFUL EARS. HIS BEAUTIFUL REGRETTABLE THINGS. USING BALTHAZAR AS HIS FALL GUY AND THE WINCHESTERS AS BAIT. LOOK AT HIM, BACKED INTO A CORNER AND CAUGHT BETWEEN A ROCK AND A HARD PLACE. But the thing is it's not a matter of him having no choice, no no, because THE POINT IS THAT CAS IS CHOOSING TO DO THESE TERRIBLE THINGS. FREE FUCKING WILL AND HOW CAS IS DOING TERRIBLE THINGS WITH IT. He will do terrible things with good intentions, and damn the consequences. 5x01 flashback: HE LEARNED THIS FROM HIS FRIEND DEAN, YOU SON OF A BITCH. Which, incidentally, is why this is so heartbreaking:
This is simultaneously a thank-you note, a declaration of self, a declaration of love, a threat, and a reminder of Dean's role in all this. (Okay, it's not Dean's fault that Cas chose to kill 50,000 people, but Cas perceives it to be Dean's influence, and that is arguably more damaging. Especially to the 50,000 people.)
ALL OF YESTERDAY'S AESOPS COMING BACK WRONG ;_______;
- RELATEDLY, CASTIEL/BALTHAZAR. THEY ARE IN CAHOOTS OH MY HOLY FUCK. AND CAS TOPS. DURING THE CAS/ATROPOS CONFRONTATION (A SCENE DURING WHICH HE WAS UNBEARABLY HANDSOME, BTW, FUCK), CAS WAS LIKE, "Balthazar, heel," and BALTHAZAR WAS ALL,
CAS IS DANNY OCEAN AND BALTHAZAR IS RUSTY RYAN. THE WINCHESTERS ARE TESS. IT CAME TIME TO CHOOSE BETWEEN THE MONEY AND THE GIRL, AND GUESS WHAT, CAS, TESS DOESN'T SPLIT TWELVE WAYS.
FUCK. YOU GUYS. Cas tracking Balthazar down to his penthouse in Monaco and all, "I have a proposition for you." And did Balthazar beam proudly because finally here was the Cas he had in mind when Balthazar flipped Heaven the bird? Here's the guy who tore up the script and burned the pages for all of us, finally taking charge, grabbing destiny by the balls. Not that sop in 6x03 who gets distracted by his two pet monkeys. (Whoops, he totally still gets distracted by his monkeys, much to Balthazar's displeasure.)
WHO THOUGHT UP THE TITANIC PLAN? WAS IT CAS? WAS IT BALTHAZAR? "We'll undo World War One," Balthazar says, but Cas just shakes his head because that's too big, it's flashy, and he still feels a little nauseous sometimes when he fucks around with fate too much. They were discussing the strategy during date night, you know, as one does, eating popcorn naked and watching bad movies. Balthazar frowns at Kate and Leo flying at the prow of the ship, and then he's like, "What about Titanic?" and Cas is like, "...Hmmm."
Relatedly, who thought of the French Mistake plan? Was Cas initially reluctant to use Sam and Dean as bait, but Balthazar cajoled him into it and not without a little bit of self-interest on his part? Or did Cas weigh his options and resigned himself to the fact that, yes, Sam and Dean would make the best bait, and so he reluctantly volunteers them?
- Balthazar goes to watch Celine sing at her nightclub and buys her a drink after her set. Why not? He likes the looks of her. She likes his attention. He says, "You know, in another world, you would've been a star."
And Celine smiles wryly. "I don't have time to daydream about other worlds. This one is difficult enough."
- I need more information about Jo and her crew IMMEDIATELY. (Is Gwen in it?)
- Titanicverse: the new croatverse? EXCEPT HAPPY. BOBBY AND ELLEN INVITING THE BRAEDENCHESTERS UP FOR THANKSGIVING. JO TEACHING BEN HOW TO USE A KNIFE.
- I don't know how literally we're supposed to take Atropos's services no longer being needed in Heaven, but I kind of like the idea of deities and other mythological figures being independent contractors that various pantheons hire. Atropos and her sisters may have lost the Abrahamic deal, but they still do some consulting for Hinduism.
- Cas/Atropos, oh my holy fucking shit, so awesome. Misha, I fully approve of you playing all scenes with old friends like you're exes. Guys, in S5, not only was Cas running from his family, he was literally on the run from Fate. RIGHT? RIGHT. SHE CAUGHT UP WITH HIM IN ARRUBA, AND AFTER THEY FUCKED SEVERAL TIMES IN SEVERAL DIFFERENT POSITIONS, they had a serious talk that went nowhere and nearly ended in violence, and then Cas had to flee again. Could he feel her unraveling? He destroyed destiny, after all, and now he notices that Atropos is wearing thin at the edges, insubstantial, wavering. Do Atropos and her sisters have a golden thread for themselves too, and is it fraying? He and Balthazar work fast; they have put their plan in action before she flickers out completely.
- I WANT FIC OF THEM ON THE TITANIC. Fic of Ignacio Polonius Freeley being toasted as a hero! Swanning around first class! Fic of Balthazar, Castiel, and Atropos watching from atop another iceberg as the Titanic sinks.
"It's a pity," Castiel says, and no one asks what the pity is.
- OH OH OH AND THERE IS THIS:
What I said to Nyoka about it: "HE DOESN'T HAVE THAT MANY FRIENDS LEFT, DEAN. SAID AS IF EVEN HE AND DEAN ARE BARELY FRIENDS ANYMORE. SAID AS IF "STFU DEAN I AM TRYING TO SAVE THE WORLD" WHICH ALSO HAS UNDERTONES OF "I'M TRYING TO SAVE YOU, YOU SHIT".
YOU NEED NEW FRIENDS, CAS A.K.A. I DON'T LIKE THAT YOU AND YOUR EX HAVE GOTTEN BACK TOGETHER AGAIN.
CAS BEING LIKE YEAH WELL FUCK YOU. YOU'RE TOO NEAR-SIGHTED TO SEE THAT I STILL CARE ABOUT YOU, FUCK YOU.
WITH UNDERTONES OF CAS SAYING ALL THIS JUST TO MANIPULATE THEM ALL BECAUSE HE NEEDS SOUL FISSION FOR HIS WAR MACHINE. WHAT A MAGNIFICENT BASTARD."
I also love how calm he is in his sarcasm. He doesn't get as flaily around these guys anymore, despite his massive soft spot for them. He has his own shit to do, his own goals, and a war. I do wonder how much of his wanting to protect the Winchesters come out of a purely loving, affectionate place though. POSSIBLY HE ALSO NEEDS THE WINCHESTERS ALIVE BECAUSE THEY ARE USEFUL FOR HIS WAR MACHINE SOMEHOW. I mean, liking someone is all well and good, but what if Cas is also planning to use them for parts, cogs and gears, soul fission?! IT'S FOR THE COMMON GOOD, YOU SEE.
- Hmmm, wait, something is missing, what could it be, what could it be... OH YEAH.
Fuck yeah.
YOU SHOULD ALSO TALK TO ME ABOUT 6x20 PROMO PICS ESPECIALLY THIS ONE & THIS ONE & THIS ONE. LET ME REMIND YOU OF THE 6x20 SYNOPSIS.
This is me right now.
