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what i'm trying to say is: rachel/cas/kalinda
HOLD. EVERYTHING. I can't believe I forgot to post about this earlier, BUT you know who is so very lovely?
anjali_organna is, because she made me Castiel/Kalinda ficlet/art, YES YOU READ THAT RIGHT. Castiel and Kalinda. Oh god, I must have 20k more words of this immediately. Theirs is a relationship initially based on favors, then a weird sort of affection, and then WOAH THEY'RE MAKING OUT, GETTING IT ON LIKE THE BEASTS THEY ARE, WOAH HEY. Shut up, that's exactly how it went.
My reaction to Doctor Who 6x01
- ON CUSTARD AND FISH STICKS <3___<3
- HIPPIE. ARCHEOLOGIST.
- JEFFERSON ADAMS HAMILTON
- THE LEGS, THE NOSE, AND MRS. ROBINSON
- MARK SHEPPARD WITH A BATMAN VOICE. HE LEARNED IT FROM JENSEN AND MISHA. AT THE NEXT SPN CONVENTION, THEY WILL CALL HIM GROWLEY.
- I'm digging the team dynamics. I felt kinda bad for Arthur last season, NGL (and also I felt butthurt for Mickey, and also for Martha), so I really like how everyone's meshing together. How cruel of the show to open with a 2-parter, though. ;______;

Last but not least,
- SOME WONDROUS SOUL MADE AN AUDIO CLIP OF CAS BREATHLESS AND GASPING AND HURTING ON THE FLOOR OF BOBBY'S KITCHEN AND I HAVE NOT STOPPED ORGASMING. HOLY EFFING FFFFFFFFFFFFF

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF FUCK, CAS, OH MY FUCK jfaklsjfklsjdfsljfd
- WHAT, AND LOOK LIKE A SPACEMAN? IT'S DIRTIER THAN IT LOOKS. ONE-MAN WOLF PACK. Deeeaaan. The episode was basically THE DEAN WINCHESTER COSPLAY HOUR and oh man, he was having so much fun. Impossibly, he's hotter in this episode than ever before. How is that possible, Dean getting hotter? Who divided by zero?
- 'Back to the Future' is the perfect trilogy, and the shout-outs to it please me immensely. You know Dean only wore that outfit because that's what Marty wore in the third movie. And was Bobby saying "Where you're going, they don't take plastic" a callback to "Where we're going, we don't need roads"? And oh, fuck me, the ENDING. WITH THE DELIVERY GUY. PERFECT. SO. PERFECT. <3____<3
- High-five to Sam for having so much goddamn mileage, amen. lol, Colt.
- The was one sexy phoenix. Guys, I feel bad for him. Needs phoenix fic. How long has he been alive? How many loves has he lost? What made him fall in love with his wife? What made him decide it was worth it, to love her all her life and then to lose her? Who was this woman? Where is the fic of him flying through big sky country and calling to the thunderbirds?
- I also want Bobby&Cas coda where they are uneasy with each other because now they have been too ~exposed to each other. Cas seeing the cracks in Bobby's soul and knowing how they got there. Does Cas awkwardly try to talk to Bobby about Karen, and Bobby's like, "SHUT IT"? I also want codafic where Dean is enthusiastically recounting their 24 hours in the Wild West, and everyone is only half-listening because they're too busy having feelings, Dean included.
- NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO RACHEL DDDDDD: WHY YOU DIE SO FAST? I NEED YOU TO LIVE SO I CAN WRITE A METRIC TON OF CAS/RACHEL FIC. oh god, the hurt sounds Cas made after he killed her - which yeah okay, it was because he was hurt - but ALSO BECAUSE HE WAS REALLY BROKEN UP ABOUT KILLING HER. HE REALLY CARED BUT HE MUST DO ~RIGHT, and HE IS COMMITTED TO DOING ~RIGHT via wrong. LOSING FRIENDS LEFT AND RIGHT BECAUSE HE KEEPS KILLING THEM. Why won't any of them listen, AMIRITE?! Cas Cas Cas, there is a difference between dissent and betrayal and YOU ARE NOT UNDERSTANDING IT. THAT THING YOU FEEL? IT'S CALLED 'DOUBT'. Also 'stab wound'.
RRRRAAAACHEEEEELLLL, you deserve better than this. You had such hope, didn't you? You had such faith, didn't you? You put it all on the line for the revolution, for him, and this betrayal just broke your heart, didn't it? YOU AND CAS, NOT WANTING TO KILL EACH OTHER, BUT YOU MUST, BECAUSE IDEOLOGY TRUMPS LOVE, ALWAYS, AUGH ANGELS. ANGELS FAILING LOVE. I'm not even talking about romantic love, fuck. Romance is beside the point. This is loyalty and family and faith and justice. The exchange they had in the Campbell library? LET ME WRITE 20K WORDS OF BACKSTORY ABOUT IT. I need to know so much more about her. CASTIEL'S LIEUTENANT. What made her convert? Had she always believed? Was she friends with Anna? Did she get along with Balthazar? Balthazar/Cas/Rachel? Balthazar/Rachel/Cas(/Dean)?
spoiler text for future ep | Okay, if IMDB is anything to go by (lol), then we should see her in 6x20 in flashback mode, which, okay, fine, it's pretty cool to get introduced by a badass death as such. That just makes me more intrigued.
Ugh, guys, fuck, why is it not May 6?/spoiler
- The Cas/Rachel confrontation reminds me of the 4x16 Cas/Uriel confrontation. 6x18 is the one where Uriel succeeds in killing Cas and spreads lies about who actually killed him. Cas and Uriel are both enchanted by a new ideology, both zealous to the point of fratricide. I can see Uriel making a lot of the same ruthless decisions Cas does now, the difference being that Uriel is more sociopathic and doesn't feel remorse. Cas, though: ALL THE REMORSE.
- Cas was physically dynamic in this episode in a way I'm not used to seeing. Misha got better at fighting scenes. Cas is looser, better at following the flow of his body. The way he was slouched all fried on that chair at the end? Cas is usually so stiff. The physicality was really lovely to see.
- I promised 6x19 promo feelings.


Feelings: dizziness, increased heart rate, arousal, cold sweat. Is 'intermittent moaning' a feeling?
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My reaction to Doctor Who 6x01
- ON CUSTARD AND FISH STICKS <3___<3
- HIPPIE. ARCHEOLOGIST.
- JEFFERSON ADAMS HAMILTON
- THE LEGS, THE NOSE, AND MRS. ROBINSON
- MARK SHEPPARD WITH A BATMAN VOICE. HE LEARNED IT FROM JENSEN AND MISHA. AT THE NEXT SPN CONVENTION, THEY WILL CALL HIM GROWLEY.
- I'm digging the team dynamics. I felt kinda bad for Arthur last season, NGL (and also I felt butthurt for Mickey, and also for Martha), so I really like how everyone's meshing together. How cruel of the show to open with a 2-parter, though. ;______;

Last but not least,
- SOME WONDROUS SOUL MADE AN AUDIO CLIP OF CAS BREATHLESS AND GASPING AND HURTING ON THE FLOOR OF BOBBY'S KITCHEN AND I HAVE NOT STOPPED ORGASMING. HOLY EFFING FFFFFFFFFFFFF

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF FUCK, CAS, OH MY FUCK jfaklsjfklsjdfsljfd
- WHAT, AND LOOK LIKE A SPACEMAN? IT'S DIRTIER THAN IT LOOKS. ONE-MAN WOLF PACK. Deeeaaan. The episode was basically THE DEAN WINCHESTER COSPLAY HOUR and oh man, he was having so much fun. Impossibly, he's hotter in this episode than ever before. How is that possible, Dean getting hotter? Who divided by zero?
- 'Back to the Future' is the perfect trilogy, and the shout-outs to it please me immensely. You know Dean only wore that outfit because that's what Marty wore in the third movie. And was Bobby saying "Where you're going, they don't take plastic" a callback to "Where we're going, we don't need roads"? And oh, fuck me, the ENDING. WITH THE DELIVERY GUY. PERFECT. SO. PERFECT. <3____<3
- High-five to Sam for having so much goddamn mileage, amen. lol, Colt.
- The was one sexy phoenix. Guys, I feel bad for him. Needs phoenix fic. How long has he been alive? How many loves has he lost? What made him fall in love with his wife? What made him decide it was worth it, to love her all her life and then to lose her? Who was this woman? Where is the fic of him flying through big sky country and calling to the thunderbirds?
- I also want Bobby&Cas coda where they are uneasy with each other because now they have been too ~exposed to each other. Cas seeing the cracks in Bobby's soul and knowing how they got there. Does Cas awkwardly try to talk to Bobby about Karen, and Bobby's like, "SHUT IT"? I also want codafic where Dean is enthusiastically recounting their 24 hours in the Wild West, and everyone is only half-listening because they're too busy having feelings, Dean included.
- NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO RACHEL DDDDDD: WHY YOU DIE SO FAST? I NEED YOU TO LIVE SO I CAN WRITE A METRIC TON OF CAS/RACHEL FIC. oh god, the hurt sounds Cas made after he killed her - which yeah okay, it was because he was hurt - but ALSO BECAUSE HE WAS REALLY BROKEN UP ABOUT KILLING HER. HE REALLY CARED BUT HE MUST DO ~RIGHT, and HE IS COMMITTED TO DOING ~RIGHT via wrong. LOSING FRIENDS LEFT AND RIGHT BECAUSE HE KEEPS KILLING THEM. Why won't any of them listen, AMIRITE?! Cas Cas Cas, there is a difference between dissent and betrayal and YOU ARE NOT UNDERSTANDING IT. THAT THING YOU FEEL? IT'S CALLED 'DOUBT'. Also 'stab wound'.
RRRRAAAACHEEEEELLLL, you deserve better than this. You had such hope, didn't you? You had such faith, didn't you? You put it all on the line for the revolution, for him, and this betrayal just broke your heart, didn't it? YOU AND CAS, NOT WANTING TO KILL EACH OTHER, BUT YOU MUST, BECAUSE IDEOLOGY TRUMPS LOVE, ALWAYS, AUGH ANGELS. ANGELS FAILING LOVE. I'm not even talking about romantic love, fuck. Romance is beside the point. This is loyalty and family and faith and justice. The exchange they had in the Campbell library? LET ME WRITE 20K WORDS OF BACKSTORY ABOUT IT. I need to know so much more about her. CASTIEL'S LIEUTENANT. What made her convert? Had she always believed? Was she friends with Anna? Did she get along with Balthazar? Balthazar/Cas/Rachel? Balthazar/Rachel/Cas(/Dean)?
spoiler text for future ep | Okay, if IMDB is anything to go by (lol), then we should see her in 6x20 in flashback mode, which, okay, fine, it's pretty cool to get introduced by a badass death as such. That just makes me more intrigued.
Ugh, guys, fuck, why is it not May 6?/spoiler
- The Cas/Rachel confrontation reminds me of the 4x16 Cas/Uriel confrontation. 6x18 is the one where Uriel succeeds in killing Cas and spreads lies about who actually killed him. Cas and Uriel are both enchanted by a new ideology, both zealous to the point of fratricide. I can see Uriel making a lot of the same ruthless decisions Cas does now, the difference being that Uriel is more sociopathic and doesn't feel remorse. Cas, though: ALL THE REMORSE.
- Cas was physically dynamic in this episode in a way I'm not used to seeing. Misha got better at fighting scenes. Cas is looser, better at following the flow of his body. The way he was slouched all fried on that chair at the end? Cas is usually so stiff. The physicality was really lovely to see.
- I promised 6x19 promo feelings.


Feelings: dizziness, increased heart rate, arousal, cold sweat. Is 'intermittent moaning' a feeling?
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Cas can't smile BUT HE CAN CRYYYYYYYYY OH GOD CAAAAAAS
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WEEEEEEOO WEEEEEOO
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CAS WINS AGAIN
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of course
JIMMY IS A GUNMAN, JACOB...I DON'T KNOW THINGS ABOUT BOATS
HELLO, SAILOR
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Jacob and Jimmy, sitting in a boat! F-U-C-K-I-N-G
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I ALREADY USED THAT ONE YOU LOSEPARTYING PARTYING :| AM I DOING IT RIGHT
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Best episode description ever! I haven't watched much of S6, but I had to watch this one for the serape--and it did not disappoint!
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I recommend watching 6x17, which I adore. It's where the mytharc really begins to pick up, and for a premise that sounds cracky, it actually packed in amazing drama and plot. I reckon 6x16 is important as well, upsetting though many find it. Reminded me of X-Files's "Ice", and I'm not the only one to say that.
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