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THERE ARE MANY REASONS TO GO OMG

SHOULD I BE IRRESPONSIBLE AND GO TO BOSTON ON MONDAY TO SEE M.I.A.? OMGGG. I have all this work to do, but maybe I can get a lot of it done and then go to BOSTON AND SEE M.I.A. and also my boyfran, who is finally back from his European adventures. I have no polling capabilities, so let's do this instead:

IS LASS GONNA BE RESPONSIBLE THIS COMING MONDAY??
a) BUT OF COURSE. She will be working, ever so diligent, ever so.
b) LOLOL she will be dancing all her limbs off at M.I.A. and making out with her boyfran.

Oh, and NOVAKFEST. You guys, Novak fanwork exchange! The word count minimum is only 500 words. You can request vids!

Also: Switch It Up: multifandom gender identity meme, in which the rule is that the characters and/or their partners must identify as transgender/genderqueer.

Nikita
- AUGH IDK WHY BUT WHEN NIKITA STARTED OPENING A CAN OF WHOOPASS ON THE SWEATSHOP GOONS AND BURNED THE BUILDING DOWN, I WAS SO PROUD THAT I LEGIT SHED AN ACTUALFAX TEAR.

- How is Amanda so incredibly splendid? I love everything about her and what she chooses to be. Can I be her when I grow up?

- A PEANUT ALLERGY INTRODUCED IN THE FIRST ACT \o/

- FORGIVENESS. omg, do you have any idea how a-flutter I am that Nikita is pursuing a character journey and emotional arc that threads FORGIVENESS and REDEMPTION in? I just haven't come across a lot of canon where girls have this story, okay. I am excited, touched, and feel strangely validated.

- Who was the person on Twitter saying Michael=Castiel? I can see it in many ways, but only if this is S4, but this is obviously S6!Cas trying to take down Heaven. It's even in SPN's old time-slot! Alternatively, this is genderbent (half-)racebent Cassassin AU.

Poopernatural

- OMG BEN WANTS TO BE A HUNTER! Whose heart is more broken, Dean's or mine?!

- I kinda love that Sam and Dean kept referring to the baby as 'it' and 'that thing'. Perhaps I am just projecting, because in the wake of 6x02 spoilers, I found my feelings best encapsulated by this doodle of Kate Beaton's. What was even filming this episode like? There must've been so many babies on set!

- I also like Dean giving the baby booze. A+, Dean.

- A CAMPBELL DEATH SO SOON ALREADY? NOOOOOO. Oh god, Gwen, you're next to die aren't you DDDD: because you are a woman and apparently Christian has a wife or something DDDDD: NOOOOOOOO cousinceeeeessssssst. Ah well. I guess there's always backstory fic. BTW, the Campbells/Sam/Dean dynamics were amazing. WUNDERBAR.

- TWO SAMS!!! Fucking finally, I tell you. We've had two Deans what, like three times now? ABOUT DAMN TIME WE HAD TWO SAMS. NEEDS MOAR TWO SAMS.

- LISA BB. Okay, I was ambivalent about Dean/Lisa before but I actualfax ship it now. Do we have fic yet of Dean teaching her to shoot and then they make out? Between the last episode and this episode, I am totally invested in her now... but... okay, I'm just gonna copypaste what I said to

mwmm23: "omg Lisa I love her, and now I'm also really curious about her because WHY IS SHE MAKING THESE DECISIONS. WHAT'S IN YOUR HEAD, LISA? idk. I love her but I still think she's making dumb decisions? WHICH ONLY MAKE ME LOVE HER MORE THOUGH? Because she says to Dean that he's white-knuckling it, but LISA BB SO ARE YOU. WE CAN TELL. She is weary. Oh, she and Dean are both so weary. But they're HOLDING ON TO EACH OTHER which strikes me as simultaneously DUMB and HEARTWARMING and D: and :D" and I think I see where she is coming from, but that is also why I am DDD: BUT ALSO WHY I AM :DDDDDDD augh idk idk. As with many things in Supernatural, I'm not really sure what my feelings are BUT I KNOW THAT THEY ARE VERY VERY STRONG.

- I have watched the promo for next week approximately as many times as you think I have.

Six more days, people. 143 hours as of right now.

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Someone needs to write fiiIIIiIIIiIiiiic. :DDDDDDDDDDD

When A and B are in contention for C, the instinct is to A/B. Gurl, you making me ship Lisa/Cassie.

I <3 your Kat a lot. I wanna party with her.

Apparently I do need to write fic. It will clearly be about kids at a summer camp and weird stuff and it will be completely ridiculous, also I think Kat and Emily hook up.

UM DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I WOULD PAY TO SEE YOU THAT. LIKE SO MUCH.

She would be the best person to party with! Cassie would probably not approve though.

AND THEN A WEREWOLF ATTACKS THE CAMP DANCE, YES? :DD

HAHA THAT MAKES IT THREE PEOPLE I WANNA SHIP LISA WITH ON LITTLE TO NO BASIS!! Amelia, Castiel, and Cassie. Also, Castiel/Cassie, for homophone jokes.

AND THEY ALL HAVE TO FIGHT IT. I don't know what Jesse would do to this fic though, I bet he'd be like. "You cannot hurt anyone here," and it would leave. MAYBE HE IS THAT CHARACTER WHO ALWAYS MISSES THE ACTION. oooooh but then he sees a picture of Claire's family. "Who's that?" he asks, looking at the angel he toyified. "My dad," she says.

"Cas?!" Dean says, and they both turn arrrrrround. DO IT LASS.

Yeah Jesse needs to lose a couple of powers before he can start being in stories without overpowering them with Jesse ex machina. Maybe the apocalypse made him lose some powers.

HAHA OH GOD HER DAD D:

HEY WHAT ARE YOUR THOUGHTS ON JESSE/CLAIRESTIEL HAHAHA DDDDD:

lol, I commentflailed this to Z somewhere, idek.

"No way, my name is Cass! Is it short for something?"

"Yes."

And then she seems to be waiting for him to say more, but he can't imagine what.

Yeah, I think either he lost his powers or he has a ~mental block~ or he just like hangs out in the woods and shows up and misses everything??? Because otherwise yeah he is too powerful.

JESSE WOULD FEEL SO AWKWARD. LIKE. WHAT.

UM JESSE/CLAIRESTIEL FOREVER. JESSE WOULD BE LIKE YOU NEED TO GET OUT OF HER. I WILL NOT TURN HER INTO A TOY BUT IF YOU THINK I CAN'T DEANGELFY MY GIRLFRIEND YOU ARE TOTALLY WRONG.

Awww, Cas. Cass is like trying to draw him out. "That's a really interesting name, Castiel." And Cas is just like, "I don't think so."

Then they make out and make Dean go o.O

HOKAY, I tracked down the commentfic thread and this is sorta what I have for it:

One time when Claire is hurt, Jesse is the only one who can get in contact with Castiel and hunt him down and demand he fixes her. "Her blood, her family's blood is yours, Cas, so you better fucking take care of her. You better take some fucking responsibility."

And Claire is fading fast, barely conscious, barely coherent, and Jesse hates himself when he says, "Claire, stay awake, Claire, come on. Cas is here. Say yes, okay? You have to say yes. Claire, wake up, you have to say yes. Claire--"

LOL YES, OH DEAN. I have this half-formed idea of post-5x22 AU where Cas is still human and takes up hunting by himself, and then he ends up meeting hunter!Cassie somewhere. Whether they acknowledge the Dean connection, I am still undecided on. I am very decided that they should do it though.

OMFG YEAH. JESSSSE. CLAAAAAAIRE. TAKE SOME RESPONSIBILITY YEEEEAH.

I love them, oh so much.

OOOOH. OOOOH YES. THEY SHOULD DO THIS. HANG OUT AND STUFF. AND LIKE GET DRUNK TOGETHER. Where would they be without this life and these choices? omfg.

It's complicated, y'know, because Jesse's feelings about both Castiel and Claire are VERY CLEAR, but Claire's relationship with Castiel is kinda weird, and it frustrates Jesse. The guy tore her family apart, kidnapped her dad, then took her body; what's to like? It's a little more complicated than that though. It's not that Claire likes Cas, or loves him. It's not that she forgives Cas, or if 'forgive' is even the right word, and neither is 'revenge'. But she loves her father, and is bewildered that he has ever chosen Castiel over his family. She is connected to Castiel in this intimate terrifying way. He has been inside her mind and body, but she doesn't know what that means to him. She doesn't even know what that means to her. They are sharply aware of each other though, and it is an uncomfortable and breathtaking thing for them both.

+ from the bowels of Z's comment section: +

She says she was a journalist before she fell into the life. She liked to write, and more than writing, she liked to observe and to see what was wrong. Castiel is reminded of Sam and Dean's reverence for their father's journal, and he tells Cassie that writing and observing are useful for a lot of things, including hunting.

"Yeah, I know," Cassie says. She's lying on her stomach in bed, propped up on her elbows. The last of the daylight filters in through the blinds and paints golden stripes in her hair. "But ask me now if I'd rather have a pen or an extra bullet, guess what I'll say." She looks at him. "What about you? What were you, before?"

Cas has thought about how he might answer questions like this. Maybe: he used to sell ad time on radio. Or, he was a priest. Or, he was a soldier. He served in Iraq. It's very strange; Castiel has never had to write his own stories before. To his surprise, he finds himself saying, "I've always done this."

Cassie raises her eyebrows. "Seriously? What, since you were a kid?"

"In a manner of a speaking. And... I was never really a kid."

And she gives him this considering look. "Your family does this too?"

Castiel hesitates too long before answering, and Cassie mistakes it to mean that he doesn't want to talk about it. Being a busybody is part of being a journalist, Cassie explains as she crawls on top of him and drops a kiss on his nose. Some habits, she says, are hard to break.

alskdjf oh, how I love your Cas/Claire relationship. Because yeah, it's not about love or forgiveness, it's about being connected in a way that is too intimate to ever be broken. For Cas, too, because a vessel is what allows him to move in this world.

EEEE. Cas/Cass! YES PLEASE. And they are like in loooove and it is super awkward and there are things not to be talked about and I looooove it.

AH, CAS/CLAIRE, my not-so-secret new OTP. My feelings on them are many and have thus far been expressed by the crap I post on

gid_hanasheh and most of the pictures I post on tumblr. When it comes to vessels, I think it comes down to them OWNING the yes they give. Granted, there's a fine line between owning it and being coerced into it, CAS, but... that is why I'm intrigued by it? It's kind of like... next to God, you will never be an equal, but what if this was a comfort instead of a curse? What if you feel unburdened that you are something He can hold in the palm of His hand? Embrace your fragility. idk, I feel like there's something in narratives that privileges action over inaction (...I feel like inaction is not the right word), but even the definition of action and inaction is limited here. The connotations of these terms in this discussion are not satisfying to me. idk. Faith is a joyful longing.

RIGHT RIGHT. THEY CAN TEACH EACH OTHER THINGS. And when something comes up where they have to contact Dean, they're both kinda hesitant.

...You may have noticed that my troo OTP is actually Cas/everyone.

YEAH. Okay, like, like. This is not quite the same thing, but--Achilles and Patrokles, right, Achilles is like super awesome and Patrokles is like his second in command but he is comfortable in that subordinate role, he is not less. Only this is like on a more cosmic scale but maybe it is a comfort, yes, that there is an angel there for you, with you, if Claire has him as a friend as well, before and maybe after the yes. Um...action/inaction, but maybe also...passivity? submission? acceptance? assent and consent? something about saying, the way to be an agent here is to not be an agent.

YEAH. And they maybe don't want to contact him at all, maybe they go through Sam instead.

(...Cas/everyone = good otp)

YES: not less. If the needle is wise, be the thread. In a way, Cas also puts Claire on a pedestal. And they may limit themselves to various degrees by being with each other, but they also become more than the sum of their parts.

THE LOOK ON DEAN'S FACE WHEN HE FINALLY FINDS OUT, THOUGH. He'll give them shit for it in a faux-jokey way and act like it's not a big deal. And it really mostly isn't. Except for those times when he walks into a room and Cas and Cassie just stop talking and look at him.

BE THE THREAD. YES. like, it is better to serve in heaven, maybe, than rule in hell. Yeah, and also he protects her, he gives her purpose--there is a freedom in that. (this is sounding more and more like an S&M thing)

He wonders later if maybe they, you know, talk about him. It kind of freaks him out.

(this is sounding more and more like an S&M thing)
LOL OMG. I have never thought about it like that. Then again, I know very little about S&M. SOUNDS LIKE I SHOULD LEARN.

And yet alas, poor Jimmy; vesselhood has no safewords.

Dean/Cassie/Castiel sexytimes is what I think we are trying to say.

MAYBE YOU SHOULD LEARN. You can put your learnings into fic!

:/ you can never un-submit, that is what I hate most about it.

I think that is exactly what we are trying to say.

idk, I got the impression in 4x20 that if an angel leaves the vessel, he has to get the vessel's consent all over again before he can come in. Like, there's no season pass. You gotta pay admission every time.

But you can't kick the angel out, right?

Well, not as far as we've seen. I think some angels would be more amenable to the idea of communicating with the vessel during envesselage more than others, who maybe would just smother the vessel completely. I like to think the angel/vessel relationship is varied in its fraughtness from vessel to vessel. Maybe some angels feel more warmly towards their vessel (Cas/Claaaaaire), and maybe some are completely aloof and clinical. I reckon it varies from angel to angel how informed the consent they get from their vessel is.

I want this explored more. I also want the fic where Anna meets the girl who would have been her vessel, what relationship do they have noooow?

I want this explored more.
WELL THEN.

Cas and Jimmy: http://community.livejournal.com/deancastiel/1699615.html#cutid1 (ignore that it's on deancastiel, it's actually gen)
Cas and Claire, Clairestiel AU: http://cityfibers.livejournal.com/6421.html

Man, these make my heart hurt but in such a good way. The questions of consent with vesselhood, oh man. CLAIRE. NOVAKS.

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