he actually prayed for this

[whynot]

The shit you find on tumblr! What we have here is an insta-rec. Wojciech Grzanka is a Polish photographer/artist. If you go to his website and click on the "it's all in my head" section, you'll see his collection of art about SPN, specializing in vessel/angel PTSD.




BEFORE:


AFTER:


4x20, Castiel in Bible camp


HOLY SHIT THERE'S NEPHILIM BURIED IN OUR BACKYARD. Cas, you gotta dispose of the bodies better.


Serialkiller!Claire/Skelecas AU







A warning, the next picture is a manip of someone cutting their own finger off. Proceed at your own risk?







Cannibalverse:



I should redo my Novakfest sign-up and give Wojciech Grzanka pictures for all the prompts.

...ARGH OMG YOU GUYS, WHAT IF AMELIA HAD BEEN POSSESSED BY THE DEMON FOR MONTHS BEFORE JIMMY RETURNED IN 4x20?? WHAT IF.

[originally posted at http://whynot.dreamwidth.org/36780.html | comments]

Comments

[ianthe-echo.livejournal.com]

Wow.

[twoskeletons.livejournal.com]

IKR

[mwmm23.livejournal.com]

Holy shit. Those are hardcore awesome.

[twoskeletons.livejournal.com]

They arrrre, oh man. Some person on tumblr keeps reblogging his work and putting stars in my eyes, and I had to go and find more for myself.

[mwmm23.livejournal.com]

I wish I could understand tumblr. But I go on the homepage and see all the super huge text and log in screen trying to welcome me into the fold and feel all creeped out like DDDDD: and run away again.

[twoskeletons.livejournal.com]

lolol the huge text. Yeah, but I think it makes sense for a non-text-oriented website. It's much more ADD than LJ, caters much more easily to the "OOH MUST SHARE THIS SHINY" instinct.

[wandersfound.livejournal.com]

Woooow, awesome. That fourth one is especially intriguing.

[twoskeletons.livejournal.com]

Balthazar is offscreen, looking on mournfully.

[nyoka.livejournal.com]

OMG.

There are days when I love the interweb. This is such a day.

[twoskeletons.livejournal.com]

Ignore that first comment, replied to wrong person. Man, I love the interweb everyday! Like, stalker-love. Vaguely resentful stalker-love.

[odditycollector.livejournal.com]

specializing in vessel/angel PTSD.
I am just now in the middle of being creeped out by exactly that. Although *now* maybe I should be creeped out by your timing.

[twoskeletons.livejournal.com]

Wait, because of Novakfest? Or am I missing something on the news?

[odditycollector.livejournal.com]

Ah, no, sorry. A couple days ago I watched some s4/s5 episodes, so I am currently digesting just how messed up that situation is.

[twoskeletons.livejournal.com]

Oh I see! Yeah I hear some reruns have been going on. Alas I don't have a TV, so am out of touch with actual scheduling.

Man. Hahaha, I think TOO MUCH about vesseling angst, I fully admit to this.

[odditycollector.livejournal.com]

I barely understand the purpose of cable these days, it is true. I was just feeling... uninformed, I guess, about one of the biggest fandoms out there.

[twoskeletons.livejournal.com]

I don't even know that the fandom focuses that much on vessel angst? It's mostly brothercest and angelfucking, and then there are the weirdos like me and my flist who go "OMG THERE'S A PERSON IN THEM THAR ANGEL/DEMON D:".

[odditycollector.livejournal.com]

Yeah. Yesterday was me going "OMG, wot, I have never seen so much glorified manpain." And then today I am going "Dean/Castiel is pretty popular, isn't it? That is actually incredibly creepy."

[twoskeletons.livejournal.com]

HAHAHA, yes. A good chunk of of D/C handwaves it away by saying that Jimmy died when Cas was first killed, or makes up some similar explanation. Most don't deal with it at all. That said, it's the ship that got me into the show, so y'know.

WELCOME TO SUPERNATURAL. You got codependent incest, blasphemous dub/non-con, and for a whole season a canon ship was technically necrophilia.

[odditycollector.livejournal.com]

I think I'd feel better if fandom embraced the inherent fucked-up-ness, rather than ignoring it, but true what expert am I in this fandom.

[dafnap.livejournal.com]

WHAT IF AMELIA HAD BEEN POSSESSED BY THE DEMON FOR MONTHS BEFORE JIMMY RETURNED IN 4x20?? WHAT IF.

Oh god now I want that, I want it so hard. CAN SHE DELIGHT IN IT, CAN SHE? The demon just tickled at the idea of being told to bide her time, of playing house with this gloriously whole child, this blank canvas of a thing. The little ways she bides her time, the particularly gnarly tangles in Claire's hair that take a little elbow grease to unwind, the delicate curls of metal speckling white when dislodging eggs from a pan; finally having time after a century of torture and gore to appreciate the little things, you know? like the 10 degrees too hot tea you serve your daughter when she has this cough that just won't go away.

[twoskeletons.livejournal.com]

YESSSS YESSSS like upside down Stockholm syndrome where she actually begins to develop a fondness for Claire, such soft blonde hair and sincere embraces. Sure, Amelia stops going to church, but it's not for the reason everyone thinks. The way Ruby was with fries, she is with blueberries. She almost, almost remembers a summer day that might've been all her own, too many years ago. But maybe that's just another host's memories leaking through.

Hey, were you into Animorphs? Because demons and angels are totally Yeerks.

[twoskeletons.livejournal.com]

I CAN'T STOP LISTENING TO THE ANE BRUN SONG YOU TWEETED OH GOD

[dafnap.livejournal.com]

You don't even know the door you've just opened, friend. It's the Dafna Will Not Stop Talking About This Goddamn Girl Door and the only way you'll be able to shut it is bodily death.

First up, okay, vessels (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cH6TQHQrvpw), vessels (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jh3U81fgNOQ), vessels (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MH6CAjBCPgE) (this might be my favorite vid of hers, ngl, I slash the shit out of it.)

And here, okay, take the whole goddamn thing (http://dafnap.two-magpies.com/abatd.rar), it's so worth it. Her voice does this where it just resonates all the way through. She is so, so good.

[twoskeletons.livejournal.com]

*NOMS IT ALL*

The third video is adoooooorable! And omg the lyrics, the first song, Claire walking on railroad tracks with her arms outstretched as Castiel negotiates with her, and the seconnnnnnd! Makes me want to go back in time and put it on my Jimmy&Cas mix, HOW SO PERFECT.

THANK YOU.

<3

[dafnap.livejournal.com]

THE THIRD ONE. THE ACOUSTICS. ALL OF IT. No lie, "The Dancer" is how I first ran into her and it was just this discovery of "no, this is my favorite song, no this one, NO ALL OF THEM FUCK."

And apparently it's a cover? BUT I DON'T CARE. BECAUSE HER VOICE. I can't believe what the lord has finally sent me. HEARTACHE. THAT'S IT. Nghhhhh. The things I thrill to these days, good god SPN, what have you taught me to thrill to, wtf.

[chibifrieza.livejournal.com]

Please may I hop in and say THANK YOU for this, because I did not know, and now I do. And oh, that second video. And the second song on the third video. Hnnngh.

[dafnap.livejournal.com]

Go, go grab the album, it is so worth it. Her vooooooice.

[chibifrieza.livejournal.com]

Done. Nnnn, if I ever see a physical copy I am buying it, she so deserves everybody's money, holy shit. (I think I actually like the video version of My Lover Will Go better than the album version... hmmm. DRIPPING WITH SKILL, YUP.)

[switchbladesis.livejournal.com]

ooh. I really like the second and third ones. . .

[twoskeletons.livejournal.com]

Me too! Such a good progression. Uh, if he meant them to be. XD

[iwrotethissong.livejournal.com]

holy fuck, he actually intended that art to be about supernatural?

[twoskeletons.livejournal.com]

Haha, no it's not. I just have firmly affixed Supernatural-tinted goggles on.

[lexhibition.livejournal.com]

ljwb;BFHRGJBjbbngoaburgh80ah4goabjb.kghbUBGIBNN/K'Fhipghwbgjb

WHERE AM I EVEN SUPPOSED TO BEGIN WITH ALL THIS GLORY GLORY HORROR GLORY I WANT TO WRITE A BIG BANG FOR EVERYONE OF THOSE PICTURES

[twoskeletons.livejournal.com]

I AM NOT GOING TO BOSTON TO DANCE OR MAKE OUT AFTER ALL UGH CURSE MY RESPONSIBILITY CURSE IIIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTTTT

[marycontraire.livejournal.com]

OH MY GOD THAT ART IS AMAZING. ::STARES:: Especially the buried Nephilim.

[twoskeletons.livejournal.com]

I am gonna be responsible on Monday. :(((((((((((((((((((((((

[marycontraire.livejournal.com]

Aww, that sucks. At least you know you aren't missing a fabulous concert?

[twoskeletons.livejournal.com]

I guess. Boyfran will have to wait for my awesome a lil bit longer.

[marycontraire.livejournal.com]

Poor boyfran. :(((

[phamalama.livejournal.com]

WTF This is amazing photomanipulation and lighting effects... My favorite pic was the BEFORE one with the hands reaching out to grasp to person clutching his knees... How did u find this on tumblr again?!

[twoskeletons.livejournal.com]

A user named se7enshades. They started following me on tumblr, so I was looking through their tumblr, which turned out to be completely amazing and so I followed them back and clicked their backposts. :)

[metonomia.livejournal.com]

OH HEART. *bookmarks* HOW MUCH DO I LOVE THAT SO MANY ARTISTS OF SO MANY MEDIUMS JUST WANT TO EXPRESS THEIR FEELINGS ABOUT SUPERNATURAL?

[twoskeletons.livejournal.com]

SUPERNATURAL GIVES EVERYONE SO MANY FEELINGS! I understand completely.

Man, are you following this se7enshades person on tumblr? Their stuff is, like, all I need. All I need.

[metonomia.livejournal.com]

I ammm, omg. They started following me (to which I'm always sort of 0.o because I mostly just reblog) and then when I went to click through their backlog it was like heaveeeeen.

[zempasuchil.livejournal.com]

JSYK
THIS HAS BEEN OPEN IN A TAB FOR DAYS NOW AND I KEEP SWITCHING TO IT AND SEEING THAT FIRST ONE AND FEELING HAPPY IN MY CHEST
<3

I don't scroll to the last one because holy mother of augh o_______o but I love the skeleton girl. and the buried thing. AND THE BIBLE CAMP ONE THE BIBLE CAMP ONE IS MY INEXPLICABLE FAVORITE. though actually I can't choose, omg yay.

also um that is a horrifying idea about possessed!amelia. ameliaaaaa :((((((((((

[twoskeletons.livejournal.com]

IKR? My favorite are the before/after scenes. The buried thing is so wonderfully surreal though. Every detail in that picture is completely mundane but for this huge humanoid thing sticking out of the ground. Those two guys are like, "Whatcha make of this, Jerry?" "No clue, Joe."

That's another prompt I should've put down for Novakfest. Unlike angels, people who are demonically possessed seem to be completely aware of what's happening? Oh god what if when she opened that door and it's Jimmy standing right there, all she wanted to do was throw her arms around him and kiss him and be together again, a family again. And the demon in her head just laughs. Calm down, girl, the demon says. Just one touch, that's all Amelia's asking for, just one touch, but all the demon says with her mouth is, "We stopped looking for you."

Amelia says please in her head, and Jimmy says, "I'm so sorry."

[daggomus-prime.livejournal.com]

*jaw drop* Oh man, my whole body flinched so hard at the last one. I was not expecting that.

[twoskeletons.livejournal.com]

Hmm, more people seem to be having this reaction to that picture than I thought. I'm gonna edit in some whitespace and add a warning. Sorry if it upset you.

[daggomus-prime.livejournal.com]

Oh no not at all. I feel like my eyes have been opened. O_O