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wandersfound's fault with the hunter!Jimmy thing, but I reckon if callowyn and I end up constructing a mumble-thousand word outline about the twincestuous adventures of hunter twins Jimmy and Jacob (Glaser) Novak, I suppose we only have ourselves to blame.
SO IN THIS AU OF RAINBOWS AND GLITTER, Jacob's the one who runs away to MIT, but Jimmy's the one with the powers. Jimmy's the one who drags Jacob back into the life. Jacob's the one who goes to the crossroads and gets raised from perdition by Cas, who is envesseling Dean, who only said yes to protect Sam, who is the Claire. IT GETS A LITTLE MORE TWISTY, but this is just a short introduction.
the kill-me-or-save-me conversation in 2.10
JIMMY ALL DISTANT AND ACCEPTING
JACOB BEING ALL LIKE WTF MAN I'M NOT GONNA KILL YOU YOU CRAZY
3x10
"This is what you're gonna become."
JACOB AND THE HELLHOUNDS
http://castielscoat-.tumblr.com/post/3493176935
4x07 cas has a secret if jacob promises not to tell a soul
4x18
just so you understand… why I can't help.
4x20. take care of jess, okay, bitch?
4x20. he's with me now
4x20. wait, cas, what was it you were gonna tell me
4x22
IS WHEN JACOB SAYS THERE IS A RIGHT AND A WRONG HERE AND YOU KNOW IT
CAS YOU NEED TO GET ME OUT OF HERE
we're done.
the end of 5x14, outside the panic room. http://endiness.tumblr.com/post/3481972724
the end of 5x16
you son of a bitch I believed in
"I don’t understand. Why do you want me to say my name?"
THIS MUST BE THE SCENE FROM 5x18 WHERE A NOVAK IS ABOUT TO CUT THE SIGIL INTO CAS'S CHEST http://high-cas.tumblr.com/post/3494925340
CAS IS LIKE WHY DOES THIS HURT
5x21, Cas in the hospital discovering daytime television
http://deanwinchestermakesxlookgood.tumblr.com/post/3508449448/dean-winchester-makes-being-sick-look-good-photo
5x21 http://rise-above-this.tumblr.com/post/3502373059 "these things are useful after all."
depowered cas, s5
this probably happened on the way up from delacroix
5x22. "Oh. I was supposed to lie. Uh... Sure. They'll be fine. I, uh--"
what would you rather have, jacob? peace or freedom?
6x06. JACOB HAS BEEN PRAYING TO HIM FOR DAYS, YOU DICK
6x10. "Hey, Clarence."
Cally and Lass have feelings at each other Episode outlines:
Jimmy in djinnverse
does he go see claire in her school play
just like, wonderstruck
maybe he tears up a little bit
amelia's like, what's wrong?
BECAUSE I'M HAPPY http://holyhomoeroticbatman.tumblr.com/post/1069306450/aawww
oh my god, jimmy revels in the pta meetings, driving her to school
there is a scene from djinnverse where he teaches claire to ride a bike, right?
claire runs in all DAD IT'S TIME :DDDDD
and jimmy's like :DD! TIME FOR WHAT?!?
for bikesssssss
AND THEN, ICE CREAM
HE'S PUSHING HER BIKE FROM BEHIND AS SHE PEDALS
"DAD LET GO, LET GO"
that snags a little. inside he's like “what?”
"DAD LET GO"
and then he's back in the moment, and he lets go, and claire is riding the bike
victory arms!
amelia watching them from the front porch
smiling that way he remembers
Jacob and Cas sometime in S4
"you think this means anything to me?" jacob says, holding up a bible.
does he tear it, does he burn it
does he toss it in the trash
he throws it at cas
and cas just catches it
goddammit jacob hates that
and despite jacob's efforts, he can't seem to shake cas's faith in him
and that freaks him out more than anything
like someone else has made a promise on his behalf
he can't deliver any of this. he is not a part of any of this.
because why, of all people, would you put your faith in jacob
after all. jimmy didn't.
the last summer before Jacob leaves for MIT
it is the glorious summer of incestuous chicken
it's during that couple of weeks when amelia and jimmy are "taking time off"
JIMMY HAS BEEN SO DISTANT LATELY
SHE DOESN'T KNOW WHERE HIS HEAD IS AT
he's distracted and closed in
why can't he just talk to her about it, it can't be that bad, she wants to help
I'M FINE AMES
WHAT A SUMMER
pretending not to stare at each other
jimmy's subconscious habit of refocusing when jacob enters a room
jacob being handsy, but violent about it
shoves, smacks on the back of the head
wild-eyed jocularity
kicking under the table but with bare feet it's still skin on skin
jacob knows they are watching each other, hyperaware, so he takes advantage of this
the kiss is a few seconds long
and then the next few days/weeks is hell
it reaches a breaking point
and by break, we mean break
rough and angry and bewildered and desperate and hungry
jacob comes to jimmy's room
kinda hovering in the doorway. jimmy looks up
A FINAL GOODBYE
NEITHER OF THEM SAY IT
jimmy turns to face him and jacob just closes the door
they don't say anything
they knows what's coming
hands on jimmy's face and jacob's mouth on his
just bitten lips and muffled groans
the stifling heat of august in illinois and his brother's breath
REUNION \o/
how does he get jacob back into the life?
maybe it's just that hold that jimmy's always had over him.
jacob promised himself that he wouldn't give in to that look anymore but jimmy never deserved this
maybe jacob was on the verge of a PHD when jimmy showed up
and everything came rushing back. only jimmy has the nerve to break and enter and then give him this face
"JACOB PLEASE"
AND GODDDD JACOB CANT REFUSE HIM WHEN HE'S LIKE THIS
SO JACOB MAKES THE FACE IN THE SECOND PANEL
THINKING "GOD FUCKING DAMN IT"
THE FACE OF "THIS IS A STUPID FUCKING DECISION"
and just... really FEELINGS AT HIM
(IN THE PANTS)
HE CAN'T HELP IT
all, "oh, fuck, jimmy. oh fuck, self."
oh fuck I am in for so many blue balls
"okay. okay. I'll go."
And for bonus: THE PHYSICS MACAW, who is actually a cockatoo, but by the time anyone brought up the mistake, the name had stuck.
MIT ERA:
the physics department gets up to some wild shit
oh my god I really want MIT to have a physics macaw
THE PHYSICS MACAW
people teach it to say formulas
it is not allowed in exam rooms for this reason
i want physics macaw pov fic
oh my god the macaw is the only observer of jacob having a breakdown
OH PHYSICS MACAW, YOU ARE MY ONLY FRIEND
oh my god that is jacob every friday night
"AND THEN HE GOES OUT WITH SOME GIRL
CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT, PHYSICS MACAW? UGH, THE NERVE."
"PHYSICS MACAW, WAIT TILL YOU HEAR WHAT HAPPENED TO ME TODAY"
"OH PHYSICS MACAW I KNEW YOU’D UNDERSTAND"
jacob spoils the macaw. "WHO LIKES A RITZ??!??!
DOES THE PHYSICS MACAW LIKE A RITZ?!?!? YES HE DOES!!!
PHYSICS MACAW YOU ARE SUCH A GREAT LISTENER"
AND THE PHYSICS MACAW IS LIKE
"E EQUALS MC SQUARED SQUAAWWKK"
SO WISE
FOR THAT, PHYSICS MACAW, YOU GET AN EXTRA CRACKER
Weirdly, storyboarding this 'verse has given me a new appreciation for the Winchesters and OTPing Sam/Dean. I already like Sam/Dean to begin with, but now I think I understand better what it's like to be superduper OTP about them. I keep forgetting I also ship Jacob/Cas and Jimmy/Cas because OMG THE OVERWHELMING EMOCEAN OF JACOB/JIMMY. We spend the most time on their feelings for each rather than gen stuff like faith issues. IT'S AN UPSIDE DOWN WORLD.
Do you realize that the storyboarding means Croatverse Cas is the one with the thigh holster?
I have no polling capabilities, so I will just ask it as such: which fic do I write first?
a) Jacob hearing Jimmy/Amelia through the wall
b) Jacob analyzing Jimmy's powers with ~experiments and it gets a little porny
c) Sam trying to find Dean after Castiel takes him away
d) other!
e) you guys need help
[originally posted at http://whynot.dreamwidth.org/47809.html |
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wandersfound's fault with the hunter!Jimmy thing, but I reckon if callowyn and I end up constructing a mumble-thousand word outline about the twincestuous adventures of hunter twins Jimmy and Jacob (Glaser) Novak, I suppose we only have ourselves to blame. SO IN THIS AU OF RAINBOWS AND GLITTER, Jacob's the one who runs away to MIT, but Jimmy's the one with the powers. Jimmy's the one who drags Jacob back into the life. Jacob's the one who goes to the crossroads and gets raised from perdition by Cas, who is envesseling Dean, who only said yes to protect Sam, who is the Claire. IT GETS A LITTLE MORE TWISTY, but this is just a short introduction.
the kill-me-or-save-me conversation in 2.10
JIMMY ALL DISTANT AND ACCEPTING
JACOB BEING ALL LIKE WTF MAN I'M NOT GONNA KILL YOU YOU CRAZY
3x10
"This is what you're gonna become."
JACOB AND THE HELLHOUNDS
http://castielscoat-.tumblr.com/post/3493176935
4x07 cas has a secret if jacob promises not to tell a soul
4x18
just so you understand… why I can't help.
4x20. take care of jess, okay, bitch?
4x20. he's with me now
4x20. wait, cas, what was it you were gonna tell me
4x22
IS WHEN JACOB SAYS THERE IS A RIGHT AND A WRONG HERE AND YOU KNOW IT
CAS YOU NEED TO GET ME OUT OF HERE
we're done.
the end of 5x14, outside the panic room. http://endiness.tumblr.com/post/3481972724
the end of 5x16
you son of a bitch I believed in
"I don’t understand. Why do you want me to say my name?"
THIS MUST BE THE SCENE FROM 5x18 WHERE A NOVAK IS ABOUT TO CUT THE SIGIL INTO CAS'S CHEST http://high-cas.tumblr.com/post/3494925340
CAS IS LIKE WHY DOES THIS HURT
5x21, Cas in the hospital discovering daytime television
http://deanwinchestermakesxlookgood.tumblr.com/post/3508449448/dean-winchester-makes-being-sick-look-good-photo
5x21 http://rise-above-this.tumblr.com/post/3502373059 "these things are useful after all."
depowered cas, s5
this probably happened on the way up from delacroix
5x22. "Oh. I was supposed to lie. Uh... Sure. They'll be fine. I, uh--"
what would you rather have, jacob? peace or freedom?
6x06. JACOB HAS BEEN PRAYING TO HIM FOR DAYS, YOU DICK
6x10. "Hey, Clarence."
Jimmy in djinnverse
does he go see claire in her school play
just like, wonderstruck
maybe he tears up a little bit
amelia's like, what's wrong?
BECAUSE I'M HAPPY http://holyhomoeroticbatman.tumblr.com/post/1069306450/aawww
oh my god, jimmy revels in the pta meetings, driving her to school
there is a scene from djinnverse where he teaches claire to ride a bike, right?
claire runs in all DAD IT'S TIME :DDDDD
and jimmy's like :DD! TIME FOR WHAT?!?
for bikesssssss
AND THEN, ICE CREAM
HE'S PUSHING HER BIKE FROM BEHIND AS SHE PEDALS
"DAD LET GO, LET GO"
that snags a little. inside he's like “what?”
"DAD LET GO"
and then he's back in the moment, and he lets go, and claire is riding the bike
victory arms!
amelia watching them from the front porch
smiling that way he remembers
Jacob and Cas sometime in S4
"you think this means anything to me?" jacob says, holding up a bible.
does he tear it, does he burn it
does he toss it in the trash
he throws it at cas
and cas just catches it
goddammit jacob hates that
and despite jacob's efforts, he can't seem to shake cas's faith in him
and that freaks him out more than anything
like someone else has made a promise on his behalf
he can't deliver any of this. he is not a part of any of this.
because why, of all people, would you put your faith in jacob
after all. jimmy didn't.
the last summer before Jacob leaves for MIT
it is the glorious summer of incestuous chicken
it's during that couple of weeks when amelia and jimmy are "taking time off"
JIMMY HAS BEEN SO DISTANT LATELY
SHE DOESN'T KNOW WHERE HIS HEAD IS AT
he's distracted and closed in
why can't he just talk to her about it, it can't be that bad, she wants to help
I'M FINE AMES
WHAT A SUMMER
pretending not to stare at each other
jimmy's subconscious habit of refocusing when jacob enters a room
jacob being handsy, but violent about it
shoves, smacks on the back of the head
wild-eyed jocularity
kicking under the table but with bare feet it's still skin on skin
jacob knows they are watching each other, hyperaware, so he takes advantage of this
the kiss is a few seconds long
and then the next few days/weeks is hell
it reaches a breaking point
and by break, we mean break
rough and angry and bewildered and desperate and hungry
jacob comes to jimmy's room
kinda hovering in the doorway. jimmy looks up
A FINAL GOODBYE
NEITHER OF THEM SAY IT
jimmy turns to face him and jacob just closes the door
they don't say anything
they knows what's coming
hands on jimmy's face and jacob's mouth on his
just bitten lips and muffled groans
the stifling heat of august in illinois and his brother's breath
REUNION \o/
how does he get jacob back into the life?
maybe it's just that hold that jimmy's always had over him.
jacob promised himself that he wouldn't give in to that look anymore but jimmy never deserved this
maybe jacob was on the verge of a PHD when jimmy showed up
and everything came rushing back. only jimmy has the nerve to break and enter and then give him this face
"JACOB PLEASE"
AND GODDDD JACOB CANT REFUSE HIM WHEN HE'S LIKE THIS
SO JACOB MAKES THE FACE IN THE SECOND PANEL
THINKING "GOD FUCKING DAMN IT"
THE FACE OF "THIS IS A STUPID FUCKING DECISION"
and just... really FEELINGS AT HIM
(IN THE PANTS)
HE CAN'T HELP IT
all, "oh, fuck, jimmy. oh fuck, self."
oh fuck I am in for so many blue balls
"okay. okay. I'll go."
And for bonus: THE PHYSICS MACAW, who is actually a cockatoo, but by the time anyone brought up the mistake, the name had stuck.
MIT ERA:
the physics department gets up to some wild shit
oh my god I really want MIT to have a physics macaw
THE PHYSICS MACAW
people teach it to say formulas
it is not allowed in exam rooms for this reason
i want physics macaw pov fic
oh my god the macaw is the only observer of jacob having a breakdown
OH PHYSICS MACAW, YOU ARE MY ONLY FRIEND
oh my god that is jacob every friday night
"AND THEN HE GOES OUT WITH SOME GIRL
CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT, PHYSICS MACAW? UGH, THE NERVE."
"PHYSICS MACAW, WAIT TILL YOU HEAR WHAT HAPPENED TO ME TODAY"
"OH PHYSICS MACAW I KNEW YOU’D UNDERSTAND"
jacob spoils the macaw. "WHO LIKES A RITZ??!??!
DOES THE PHYSICS MACAW LIKE A RITZ?!?!? YES HE DOES!!!
PHYSICS MACAW YOU ARE SUCH A GREAT LISTENER"
AND THE PHYSICS MACAW IS LIKE
"E EQUALS MC SQUARED SQUAAWWKK"
SO WISE
FOR THAT, PHYSICS MACAW, YOU GET AN EXTRA CRACKER
Weirdly, storyboarding this 'verse has given me a new appreciation for the Winchesters and OTPing Sam/Dean. I already like Sam/Dean to begin with, but now I think I understand better what it's like to be superduper OTP about them. I keep forgetting I also ship Jacob/Cas and Jimmy/Cas because OMG THE OVERWHELMING EMOCEAN OF JACOB/JIMMY. We spend the most time on their feelings for each rather than gen stuff like faith issues. IT'S AN UPSIDE DOWN WORLD.
Do you realize that the storyboarding means Croatverse Cas is the one with the thigh holster?
I have no polling capabilities, so I will just ask it as such: which fic do I write first?
a) Jacob hearing Jimmy/Amelia through the wall
b) Jacob analyzing Jimmy's powers with ~experiments and it gets a little porny
c) Sam trying to find Dean after Castiel takes him away
d) other!
e) you guys need help
[originally posted at http://whynot.dreamwidth.org/47809.html |
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