whynot: etc: oh deer (queens of albion)
2012-12-10 10:38 pm

1 fic i wrote and 2 fics other ppl wrote

I wrote some Dean/Lisa ages ago that I cleaned up and reposted.

Of All the Doorways in the World
SPN. Dean/Lisa, set between S5 and S6. ~900 words. PG.
“Perhaps there is a life here of not being afraid of your own heart beating.” -Bernadette Meyer

Also I have a couple of fic recs.

A Crash Course in Someone Else's History by scaramouche
SPN. Dean/Castiel-ish. S6 AU. 11527 words. PG.
Castiel is captured inside a trapping circle of holy oil set by Dean and Sam Winchester. The brothers call him "Cas", claiming that he has amnesia and that he is obligated to help them take down Crowley to atone for his betrayal of them. It's the strangest story Castiel's ever heard, and one he doesn't have time for because he's only just raised Dean from Hell and has work to get back to.

Velvet Glove by scioscribe
Skyfall. M, Bond. Alternate ending. 908 words. PG.
M was many things (too many things), but she wasn't, and never had been, a fool.
whynot: Fantasia: rhapsody in blue (music music music)
2012-10-21 09:54 pm

fic: negative space (benny, dean, castiel; pg13)

All but one scene in this fic began as comment/tumblrfic. Never let it be said that I am unenableable. I don't think anybody has ever said that, mostly because it's not a word.

Thank you to [personal profile] switchbladesis for betareading.


Negative Space
Supernatural. Benny, Dean, Castiel. PG13. Spoilers through 8x03.
"It’s only when Dean has his blade to another monster’s throat, asking that one question over and over, that Benny sees the untold parts of the story come to light." ~1900 words

Every so often he can see the story wander close to something more complex, and Dean hastily shepherds it in the other direction.
whynot: etc: oh deer (mr. ackles)
2012-06-27 11:37 pm

fic: tomorrow (dean/castiel, r)

This is for [livejournal.com profile] ricketyhands as part of the [livejournal.com profile] dc_summerlovin challenge, but um, I accidentally autumnlovin'd? I hope you like it, ricketyhands!

Thank you to [personal profile] switchbladesis for betareading.


Tomorrow
Supernatural. Dean/Castiel. R.
5x04verse. Dean and Cas take a break from searching for this Camp Chitaqua they've heard so much about. ~2000 words

We'll stay here for now. )
whynot: etc: oh deer (umbrellatiem)
2012-05-25 06:15 am

I'm still worried about Daphne. How are you doing, Daphne? Don't eat the corn syrup, okay?



It's multifandom!

And not that the following has anything to do with summer, but here is a snippet about Dean shortly after 7x03 where he's sad about Sam and Cas. Action-packed stuff, I know. Explosions, car chases, etc.

gen, 364 words, manpain )
whynot: etc: excuses, excuses (express yourself)
2012-05-23 10:41 pm

Wow, it's really weird reformatting tags with proper grammar.

Oh hey, remember that jossed Cas/Meg amnesiac!priest AU fic I wrote a few months ago? I wrote a little coda to it, because Cally said, "Being told he is not alone by someone whose face forever eludes him... but he isn’t alone, is he? He’s got Meg. Meanwhile Meg finds herself missing the Castiel that would smite her as soon as look at her. At least that Castiel she knew what to do with. She’s not supposed to owe him anything, but he’s not supposed to look at her like he trusts her."

It happens in the woods outside of Paxton. )

In other news, it's Henriksen Week on tumblr and my computer with the Photoshop is gone so I am sulking as I get over a stomach virus, and also here's a Victor at Camp Chitaqua thing that Emily and I co-wrote one time and one of us should continue.
whynot: etc: oh deer (croatpocalypse now)
2012-01-23 07:11 am

THE ADVENTURES OF JARED WINCHESTER???

Some time ago I found an old notebook of mine full of bits of fic, and it's so weird reading it, like when did I even write this? I barely have a recollection. There's Smith/Wesson on the road, post-5x22 Dean&Cas, Arthur/Morgana SPN AU in modern Britain, et cetera. Also I found an old flash drive that needs excavating and God only knows what's on that.

But instead of posting things that make sense, have a snippet of the AU where Sam and Jared are brothers. THAT'S RIGHT, Sam, Dean, and Jared are brothers who save people and hunt things. When Sam went to Stanford, Jared stuck around with Dean. This fic is set after the hypothetical pilot. Because sometimes (most times) when it's late at night and I'm chatting with [personal profile] callowyn and [personal profile] zempasuchil, things spiral out of control.

The Impala isn't big enough for three. ~850 words )


To conclude, It Usually Washes Off is a NC17 Cas/Meg fic by [livejournal.com profile] fossarian that I really enjoyed, so I rec it to you!
whynot: etc: oh deer (Default)
2011-12-24 03:54 am

spn fanmix: betray the revolution (dean/castiel)

This is for [livejournal.com profile] nyoka, on the glorious occasion of her birth! Sorry it is late, argh, but hey, HEY NYOKA, you beautiful soul, you are a star and I'm so glad our paths have crossed \o/ and I'm telegraphing all the <333 to you right now. CAN YOU FEEL IT?? Have a great Christmas and here's to the coming year being deserving of your wonderfulness.



Each man 
has a way to betray 
the revolution 
This is mine 


- 'Poem 111' by Leonard Cohen

tracklist, lyrics, download )
whynot: etc: oh deer (broken mirrors)
2011-11-29 07:50 am

spn fic: record skip (girl!sam/girl!dean; nc17)

...and suddenly Wincestuous Girlchesters! Thank you, [livejournal.com profile] skullage, for betareading.


Record Skip
Supernatural. girl!Sam/girl!Dean. NC17. Warning: incest, 2nd person POV, canon death. Spoilers for 3x11. Written for SPN Femslash Week.
Missing scenes from 'Mystery Spot'. ~1200 words

Love is the least of your problems. )
whynot: etc: oh deer (dark and stormy night)
2011-11-27 02:38 pm

everything in its place

[personal profile] callowyn made a post compiling her Novakcest ficlets and I thought maybe I should do that too. So I cleaned them up and here are some! But first, have some canonverse Dean&Cas tumblrfic I wrote for [livejournal.com profile] aplethora's birthday a couple of months ago. She asked for platonic cuddling.

As always, clicking on the picture will take you to the original post.

Pre-4x01. Castiel raises Dean from hell. PG. )


Okay, here's the Novakcest. They're all PG13 and lower, even the blow job one somehow.

Jacob blows Castiel )

Jimmy/Jacob, season 3, first time )

Jacob/Castiel, season 5, after the first time )

Jacob, Cas, Harvelles, Sam. Croatverse. )

Jimmy/Jacob, season 3 )
whynot: etc: oh deer (mr. ackles)
2011-10-30 12:13 pm

how'd we lose that good that was given us?

In addition to [livejournal.com profile] weatheredlaw, I would also like to blame [personal profile] callowyn, [livejournal.com profile] skullage, and [livejournal.com profile] zempasuchil. YOU GUYS ARE THE WORST AT SAVING ME FROM MYSELF. :(

Anyway, here is the rambling synopsis/outline (...outlinefic?) for a 'verse I don't have time to write. WW2 AU, Pacific theater. Sam/Dean pining, Dean/Castiel-ish probably sort of maybe, Victor, Bobby-ish, PG13, character death.

It's a 4500-word outline, on account of how it keeps trying to be real fic.


I'm not really a man of faith, sir. )
whynot: etc: oh deer (due north)
2011-10-27 10:34 am

dcbb: without a map | fic masterpost

Title: Without a Map
Authors: [livejournal.com profile] jaimeykay & [livejournal.com profile] twoskeletons
Artist: [livejournal.com profile] august_monsoon
Genre: gen with D/C overtones, drama, action/adventure
Pairings/Characters: Dean, Castiel
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: ~35,400
Warnings: language, violence
Notes: Smaller versions of the art pieces are embedded in the LJ posts. Clicking on them will take you to the full-sized originals.
Summary: Set after 5x03 and before 5x04. Dean knows a thing or two about absent fathers, but he didn’t expect Castiel to ask him if he wanted to come along on the search for God. He also didn’t expect to say yes. Cue the two of them going around the world, from mountain peaks to bustling cities to subterranean caverns. They talk with prophets, angels, and deities, but they are running out of leads and running out of time. As the dead ends and red herrings pile up, so do their frustrations, testing their faith in each other and themselves.



PROLOGUE | ONE | TWO | THREE | FOUR
ART MASTERPOST | AO3 (no pictures) | ODDS ‘N ENDS


Acknowledgments: We would like to thank: [livejournal.com profile] august_monsoon, who went above and beyond the call of duty with her art pieces; [livejournal.com profile] switchbladesis for her incisive beta; our location consultants - [livejournal.com profile] zempasuchil (Teotihuacán), [livejournal.com profile] anneretic & roadhouses (Manila), and [livejournal.com profile] dayadhvam_triad (Hong Kong); [livejournal.com profile] kalliel for helping with the Russian translations; and our friends for humoring our stress and weird questions. This fic and our general well-being would be much poorer without you. <3
whynot: etc: oh deer (mr. ackles)
2011-09-29 07:46 pm

spn fic: first watch (dean smith/2014!cas; nc17)

True story: the first thousand words I wrote for my [livejournal.com profile] spn_summergen fic was porn. The prompt was fucking "Dean Smith with 2014!Cas", okay, so I MEAN. WHATCHA GONNA DO? I just had to get this out of my system before I could write the gen. Thank you to Cally for looking it over.


First Watch
Supernatural. Dean Smith/2014!Cas. NC17.
Porny outtake from Slipping Off the Map. ~1000 words

whether it's acquiescence or a question is perhaps entirely beside the point )
whynot: etc: oh deer (dark and stormy night)
2011-09-18 06:00 am

every angel is terrifying

hahahaha i don't even know what this is. Conversations Dean and Cas never had in season 6. Sometimes I like to vomit my feelings on tumblr, so if you follow me there, you might've seen these already. It's writing therapy? It's a compilation of my S6 Dean/Cas feelings. The title is from Rilke's Second Elegy because Rilke ships Dean/Cas like really hard, you guys.


And Yet, Alas, I Invoke You
Dean & Castiel. ~500 words. PG13. Warning: poetry i guess, feelings.

We can go this far,
this is ours, to touch one another this lightly; the gods
can press down harder upon us. But this is the gods' affair.

-Rilke


this is a common mistake. )
whynot: etc: oh deer (due north)
2011-09-18 04:13 am

spn fic: give up the ghost (dean/cas; pg13)

Through some weird twist of fate, 7x01 airs on the day my boyfriend and I start our two week sorta retreat-ish thingie, so I suspect I'm gonna miss the peak of the flail. BUT YOU KEEP THOSE HOME FIRES BURNING, FLIST. I watched the 7x01 webclip and omg I forgot just how much Show can make me feel all the feelings. fjdsklfjd. RAISE YOUR HAND IF YOU ARE EXCITE. o/

There are various odds 'n ends on my computer that I figure I ought to post before then. Here's a 6x03 coda where no one has sex and everyone is unhappy, except probably for Robosam, whom we can assume is having all the happy sex offscreen.


Give Up the Ghost
Supernatural. Past Dean/Cas. PG13. Warning: aaaangst, 2nd person POV.
6x03 coda. "I am familiar with the distance between us, for better and worse." ~400 words

like realizing that a scar isn’t a promise, that it is perhaps the opposite of one. )
whynot: etc: oh deer (sand dunes and salty air)
2011-09-11 02:59 am

spn fic: light keeps passing through (dean/cas, sam; r)

This is a (very D:) belated birthday gift for the endlessly splendid [livejournal.com profile] august_monsoon! I'm sorry this is super late ;______; but know that I adoooore you and you are one of the sweetest ever, and your art never fails to blow me away. <3333 Please have this Team Free Will shmoop. I hope you're having a wonderful weekend!

Thank you to [personal profile] callowyn for betareading. Title is from "Over Our Heads" by Zero 7.


Light Keeps Passing Through
Supernatural. Dean/Cas, Sam. R. Spoilers through 5x14.
Set after the events of 'My Bloody Valentine'. "It's not so impossible." ~2200 words

I think there's a lake somewhere up here. )
whynot: etc: oh deer (green tinted)
2011-09-03 05:37 am

perhaps it is a pizza delivery kind of night tonight

Just compiling some tumblr ficlets.

Mishalecki vs. Cellphone )

Godstiel(/Dean) )

Elias Finch )

AND NOW FOR SOMETHING COMPLETELY DIFFERENT. A mini-picspam of the scene at the end of Luther 2x02, YOU KNOW WHICH I MEAN. YOU ALL WATCH LUTHER, RIGHT? You should all watch Luther.

How can it be love, John, if all it does is make you lonely and corrupt? )
whynot: etc: oh deer (croatpocalypse now)
2011-09-02 01:03 am

fic: slipping off the map (dean smith, 2014!cas; pg13)

[livejournal.com profile] spn_summergen reveals are up! To my surprise and delight, I ended up writing for [livejournal.com profile] jaimeykay, who gave some really wonderful prompts. (Check them out in the free-for-all.) I would've been happy to write any number of them, but this one caught my eye in particular.

I was reading Rosencrantz & Guildenstern are Dead during the writing process, so even while I was editing, I couldn't help but parse Dean Smith and 2014!Cas's story through this lens. It's pretty much what Dean Smith and 2014!Cas are - accessories to someone else's plot, left to deal with the consequences of the story long after their cameos are over. ...In retrospect, that probably would've made a better summary than what I actually put down. OH WELL.


Title: Slipping Off the Map
Rating: PG13
Characters: Dean Smith, 2014!Cas, Jo
Warnings: depictions of substance abuse withdrawal
Author's Notes: Written for the prompt, "Dean Smith with 2014!Castiel." Thank you to [livejournal.com profile] maerhys for fielding my questions, and to [livejournal.com profile] chibifrieza for betareading.
Word Count: ~5000
Summary: Set after the events of 2014!5x04 and Sandover!4x17. "It's no one's world, man. There is no world. It ended, or did you miss that memo?"

When I say run, you run. Understand?
whynot: etc: oh deer (fault lines)
2011-08-20 12:40 am

MEANWHILE IN SUBURBIA--

lol, this is probably the wrong time to post this, but whateva. [personal profile] metonomia asked for missing D/C details from Interim and I accidentally ended up writing missing-year Dean fic. (August, Indochesters are next on my list, swears.)


Simple Kind of Life
Supernatural. Dean. (Dean/Lisa goes without saying, no?) PG13.
"I shouldn't need a fucking spell." ~1600 words

They are supposed to be better than their fathers. )
whynot: etc: oh deer (he ain't heavy)
2011-08-01 02:32 am

spn: the evening splits in half (sam/dean; nc17)

And here is my second and last Blindfold fill, which is like the complete polar opposite of my other fill. Prompt: "Teen!Sam realizes he has a crush on his older brother and is horrified at himself for being such a freak. Cue all the sexually explicit fantasies that Sam jerks off too. Basically I just want desperate, pining, frustrated Sam. " Sam's 17 in this fic.


The Evening Splits in Half
SPN. Sam/Dean, in Sam's head. NC17. Warning: masturbation fantasies containing dubious consent.
"Sam has a catalog of images." ~1700 words

Keep it together, Winchester. )