all my keysmash are belong to you

Dean has spent more time in Hell than he has being alive. How can I say no to that? I miss you, Alastair, you magnificent bastard. Out of all the supernatural creatures who have creeped on Dean, you are my second favorite. Gone too soon! Here's a Dean/Alastair mix. Tom Waits: weirdly relevant to Dean all the time.




"I carved you into a new animal, Dean. There is no going back." --4.16

( TRANSMOGRIFICATION | tracklist, back cover, download link )

I've been wibbling back and forth about whether or not I should post this because omg this is not my usual fannish medium, and omg my voice on the internets, and omg if we only had more time, we could do better. But we didn't have more time, and we were trying our damndest to finish this before I had to leave the country, so, y'know. This is what we have.

Basically my boyfriend is building a home studio and he was like, "Do you wanna record any of your songs?" and I was like, "What about this one?" So he listened to me sing it and asked, "...Is this about Supernatural?" He's so smart, you guys.

So! This is my belated 5x22 reaction post. EXCUSE ME WHILE I SING ABOUT MY FEELINGS. Well, Dean's feelings. I can't stress how important my boyfriend was to making this recording happen. I may have written the song, but he was invaluable with his input and his mysterious superpower of getting his various machines to do what I want them to. That's him playing the guitar solo at the end.

He also said I can name our band whatever I want.


Title: In the Dark
Band: The Camp Chitaqua Ragtime Ensemble
Length: 3:50
Characters: Sam/Dean (or Sam&Dean, if you have your gen goggles on)
Summary: Post-5x22. Life after Sam is still Sam all over the place.

download: Megaupload, Mediafire

( lyrics )

This is the fic I was writing when I was supposed to be writing my Novakfest. The lure of conflicted angel boyfrenz was just too great.

My love and thanks go out to Team Beta Superstar: callowyn, clwright2, dayadhvam_triad, gabby_silang, jaimeykay, and viridian_magpie. That gdoc didn't know what hit it. High-fives to affablyevil, architeuthis, naatz, and thegeminisage for being patient and wonderful sounding boards. Basically, it takes a village. <33

Also I just realized this is the first Cas slash I've posted that isn't croatverse-related at all. Milestone?


Bending Towards Babylon
Supernatural. Castiel/Balthazar, Dean. R. Spoilers for 4x21, 6x03, 6x06, 6x07, and 6x10.
His brother is returned not to him, but to himself. ~2700 words

( The body speaks a language. )

All my explicitly shippy Cas fic is croatverse fic. Well, except that one cracky Sassy AU. But. Cracky Sassy AU. So. Anyway, here is some croatverse fic, pre-croatsplosion. It's also my fic for the sassy_otp exchange. My recipient is elanorofcastile and I went with her third prompt, which was "Don't Follow" by Alice in Chains. It also includes the following things from her list of likes: touching/space invasion, languages, angst, drug usage, old magic, mythology, and kissing.

The summary is basically, "Cas does intense things to Sam's body and Sam's totally into it." Here's Cas. There's no time for haircuts during the croatpocalypse, seems like.

Thank you to metonomia for betareading. All remaining mistakes are mine.


Detours
Supernatural. Sam/Cas, Dean, past Sam/Ruby. R.
Set in 5x04verse around 2012. Sam hunts alone, except for when he doesn't. ~4500 words

( This is a prayer for fire. )

I wrote this sometime ago in nyoka's LJ after talking about how even though Cas never talked to Sam during the missing year, there's nothing to say he never talked to Dean. Hell, he totally went to a few backyard BBQs, okay, shut up. When Dean introduced him to Lisa, she was like, "Nice to finally meet you."

In conclusion: threesome.

Well, there would've been threesomes, but all they ended up doing was eating crackers. Dean wasn't even there. Anyway, I'm counting this for my mundane_bingo square, 'discovering there is not enough x in the pantry to make y'.

Tonight I watch HP7, and tomorrow I post my sassy_otp exchange fic, rec sharp_teeth at sawedoff_recs, and leave for Thanksgiving break. And somehow, sometime, some way, I will whoop my Novakfest fic before it whoops me.


Sarabande
Supernatural. Castiel, Lisa, Dean. G.
Takes place between S5 and S6. Sometimes Castiel drops by. ~800 words

( The legends told of Galatea coming to life for Pygmalion, but no one ever asked Galatea her thoughts on the matter. )

sharp_teeth is back! Go play around in this most splendid Multifandom Horror Comment Meme for Writers and Artists. Twas this meme that helped spawn the longest fic I ever (co-)wrote to date, so I've a soft spot for it. There are so many fantastic prompts already, and do yourself a favor, guys, and check it out.

And here is another mix. A tip of the hat to dafnap, who I got two of the songs from and also tracked down the Dean picture. Here are some songs about S1-3!Dean and the things he saw en route to the apocalypse.



( BEGINNING'S END | tracklist, back cover, download )

ROQUE, I TRIED. I TRIED TO PORN FOR YOU BUT I'M SUCH AN INCORRIGIBLE GEN WRITER, CAN YOU EVER FORGIVE ME?

So, all I know about the various heavens, I learned from the Second Book of Enoch, or what the Wiki tells me about it, at least. Apparently the Second Heaven is a prison for rebel angels a.k.a. BIBLE CAMP, Y/Y? I'd also like to thank metonomia for betareading. As further token of my gratitude, here is Castiel wearing Joseph's technicolor dreamcoat.

The secret ship of this fic is still Castiel/everyone. I guess I'll have to write that porny coda another time.

PS: spn_balthazar! \o/


The Revolution Will Not Be Catechized
Supernatural. Castiel, Balthazar, Sam, Dean. PG13.
6x03 coda. Castiel between two worlds. ~2000 words

( What do multiwaveform celestial thingamajigs eat anyway? )