whynot: hockey: stay warm in the wintertime (first line)
Happy new year, first of all. In an attempt to oil my brain, I've joined Fannish 50 in 2025. I've been consuming a lot of media, maybe too much, and maybe I have too many streaming apps available to me -- SO. The least I can do is try to process some of it. When I put things into words, it helps me to remember, and my brain, she's so dusty and creaky these days.

BLACK SAILS // I finished watching Black Sails recently, which I admit I only started watching because my cool and smart friend loves it. It didn't make much of an impression on me, however. I'm not sure if that's because it's just not my thing, or if my brain just wanted to go from visual stimuli to visual stimuli chasing that dopamine. It's very sexy and very fun to watch with friends, but probably not a rewatch show.

EDINBURGH NIGHTS // I've been really enjoying TL Huchu's Edinburgh Nights books. The simplified description is that it's like Ben Aaronovitch's Rivers of London series, except instead of a London cop as protagonist, it's an impoverished Scottish teenager. When I read the first Edinburgh Nights book (The Library of the Dead -- why yes i did start reading it because i was intrigued by ~Magical Library~~*), I wasn't sure I liked the writing style, but then I thought maybe the style is an effect of the narrative voice (it's written in 1st-person in a more conversational style). I'm still not sure, but TL Huchu knows how to tell a compelling story and I am all in now. I cannot wait for the next book.

I started typing Jeanette Ng's "Under the Pendulum Sun", but I think this is it for now. I have to see to the dog's dinner and then clean up the kitchen so I can mess it up again cooking MY dinner. I'll talk about my "Under the Pendulum Sun" Wincest AU next entry. Over and out.
whynot: Merlin: parc asterix don't know what hit it (AAAAAHHH)
Hello friend,

First of all, thanks for writing for me! I love haunted houses and devoted monsters. I'm not really interested in porn. If it's there, cool! But I don't need it. My definite DNWs are kidfic and mundane/modern AU please.


My prompts can fall into a few categories:

1) HORROR
My ideal horror stories are House of Leaves, The Haunting of Hill House, and Lake Mungo. I like the creeping dread, the places that look like Escher designed them drunk, genius loci, not knowing if something is real or not, being the only person for miles around, and all kinds of forests. I'm thinking mostly of Supernatural and Narnia for this.

2) ADVENTURE
I'm thinking more of a Stranger Things or Indiana Jones vibe. There are horror elements, but it is mostly an adventure! Friendship, capers, and quest objects. I'm thinking of Red Dead Redemption, Welcome to Night Vale, and Fallout for this, but for some of my RDR prompts I can definitely see how more horror can work.

3) STEPHEN BLACK AND MRS BRANDY
if you write about Stephen Black and Mrs Brandy, please make it happy ;___;


Well, that's about it. Have fun!
whynot: SPN: angel say wut (OH NO THEY DINT)
YO

COME PARTY WITH ME IN

THE THREE SENTENCE FICATHON

commentfic chaos i have missed you :')
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When I watched Strange World, within the first 15 minutes I was like hmm this musta gotten as much hate from Certain People as Lightyear did. Unsurprisingly I really enjoyed it. What a lovely message too!

ey, anyone into Mass Effect. I just finished my Legendary Edition playthrough, which is also the first time I have played any Mass Effect at all. cryin. spoilers, and uhhh spoilers for red dead redemption 2 too i guess )

Would you be so kind as to rec me Mass Effect fics please thank you kindly
whynot: Pineapple Express: i'm hungry (fuck yeah fruit roll-ups)
Yuletide was delightful because both the fic I received and the fic I wrote were about the same thing, which was what Stephen Black did post-canon. I LOVE STEPHEN BLACK. Are you a fan of Susanna Clarke's Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norrell? Here are some ideas about what happened next.

King's Progress by azurefishnets
"The man once Stephen Black, as the new King of Lost-Hope, decides to make a Royal Progress through his demesne on the advice of a raven after realizing how little he knows how to rule a fae court. He meets the Raven King himself with surprizing consequences for both." 3840 words of DELIGHT

The stones shall make a throne for me by me! Las.
"The new king of Lost-hope is not like the last." 5756 words

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You know what, while we're at it, let's continue with a little fic roundup. Here is mine for both 2022 and 2021, and they are all Red Dead Redemption 2 because it's always time to cry about cowboys:

whatever you i shall love
Abigail/Sadie, general audience
AU. Abigail is safe at last with her family in a home of their own. She still worries about bungling it all up. 3990 words.

in the silence that followed
Charles/Sadie, rated M
At the end of both their ropes, they have a moment of connection in Lakay. 1230 words

that which carries me
Charles, gen
Charles Smith joins the gang. 2623 words

will you hear the sound
Charles/Arthur, rated M
Set in Colter after The Aftermath of Genesis. "In this little cabin, the world felt shrunk down to just the two of them. It was easier to just want, to just be."


Anyway, one of my new year's resolutions is to join more fic exchanges, so I'll see you around!
whynot: Where's Waldo: je suis perdu (que hora son mi corazón)
 I started typing whynot into the address bar, then autocomplete taught me that there is such a place as Whynot, North Carolina. Well, unincorporated community. It was established nearby other communities such as Erect and Hemp. Quoth the Wiki, "The community was originally spelled with two separate words, "Why Not". The origin of town's name came from residents debating a title for their community. A man finally remarked: "Why not name the town Why Not and let's go home?""

A wise man.

I have been WAITING for the new/last season of See. I was not impressed by the new/last seasons of Locke & Key or On My Block, so come hit me with a winner, show.  I wonder if once upon a time I would not have liked See very much because it's very violent, the same way Game of Thrones was not my cup of tea, but maybe my tastes have changed? I really like this show. I don't have very deep thoughts yet. I enjoyed the S3 premiere and I'm looking forward to more.

I'm all caught up on For All Mankind, and that show just gets weirder each season. S1 is worth watching. Love the space race AU where the USSR made it to the moon first and women became a more central part of NASA.  But in S3, it feels like Just Another Space Show and you kinda lose the alternate history luster of it. I appreciate what it's trying to do, but some things felt straight-up shark-jumpy.  I also have a tangle of thoughts about the representation of American politics on it that I have no idea how to begin unpacking. So there's that. 
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 Idk what I was expecting when I searched for 'dreamwidth' in the app store, but there is no Dreamwidth app. That's not surprising. There is, however, a Livejournal app.

Anyway, the other day I rewatched Merlin, the Hallmark miniseries version, and that shit is still fucking baller, man. Sam Neill and Isabella Rossellini and Helena Bonham Carter! Also Sebastian Roche was there. Sam Neill's Merlin had hella Obi-Won vibes. Sure, the effects are cheesy looking now, but in middle school I thought they were just marvelous. After watching The Sandman, the theme of where gods come from is still forefront in my mind. No wonder I turned out the way I did. At 13, everything felt like a revelation. In my formative years, I learned that magic is half inspiration, half dedication. When they all literally turn their back on Mab, my heart was in my throat again. The power of belief, the shadow of memory, anchored by stories.

Speaking of Sandman! Twenty five years in development hell was probably worth it to give time for the special effects to catch up. I CANNOT WAIT FOR BARBIE'S ARC.
whynot: Fantasia: rhapsody in blue (music music music)
At some point during the AU, Charles and Arthur go on a lil road trip to make sure Charles's dad hasn't completely disappeared down the bottle. Charles was gonna go just by himself, but y'know. Arthur offered to tag along for support and Charles was like okay, why not.

you know you're old when your OC is the character's actual parent )
whynot: Once Upon a Time in Mexico: malaguena salerosa (up in lights)
So far, there's only this. But if you don't know how to write the story yet, then tell yourself a story about the story, so here's what I got:

It opens on a bonfire. Most people are a few beers in, and the loudest conversation is Sean and Lenny arguing about the likelihood of reincarnation. Do you think we're born the exact same people we used to be? What about history and circumstance? How would they affect? Javier says no, we get one life - this one. It's why it's so precious. And Lenny says okay, but what if the one life is shit? Like, a giant stinking pile of shit. Karen is the voice of exasperated optimism: is this life so bad they're already thinking of the next one?

Hosea chimes in with a quote. He can't remember the source, and Arthur says that means he's making it up. "Optimism is the belief that the life we're in is the best possible version; pessimism fears this is true."  Hosea turns to the newcomer and tries to draw him out. "What do you think, Charles?"

Charles was content to soak in the ambience. All attention is on him now, not necessarily looking for an answer, but just generally gawking at fresh meat. Or at least, that's how he feels. Charles sighs. "I don't know, I haven't really given it much thought.  Too busy worrying about this life to think about the next."

The conversation moves on from him, so he relaxes. Everyone has an opinion, or at the very least more questions. What if this life is a gift? What if our worst life is over?

Arthur says, "Can't be. We still have to eat Pearson's cooking in this one."

Javier finishes tuning his guitar. The first song has no words, just triplets of minor chords as the fire crackles and pops.  By the fifth song, though, even Charles is singing along.

+

Charles's car is fifteen years old, and it's full of his dad's blues and jazz CDs. His favorite memory of his father is when he taught Charles how to play the harmonica. He only remembers a handful of songs, but he still listens to Oscar Peterson all the time. 

Two voicemails on his phone and Charles is being a coward again. The easiest thing to do with his dad has always been to run away. He supposes that's why he's here. He's just not sure if it's going to work this time. Charles keeps thinking his father is not long for this world, but he's been thinking that since he turned thirteen. He is wrong every time. Amos Smith is not a perfect man, but he is full of surprises. You just never know whether they're going to be good or bad.

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idk, i feel really adamant that in my modern day au charles has at least one parent around oKAY. anyway, for real, harmonica!charles. harmonica!charles, sea shanty version.
whynot: Where's Waldo: je suis perdu (que hora son mi corazón)
I think sometimes I just want a fandom experience like SPN again, but idk, maybe not really, but maybe sometimes? Minus all the crap. (YOU KNOW THE CRAP OF WHICH I SPEAK.) Maybe that time has just passed? I loved my little corner of the internet 10 years ago, our little subcategory of chaos. Maybe I just miss LJ in general. All the supportive and spontaneous creativity. Now I just feel like Steve Buscemi with a skateboard on tumblr.

~~~~at this point i wandered off and saw misha's dean/cas tweet?????

SO ABOUT THAT. It felt so wild the first time Misha got all up in fandom's business and we were like OH MY GOD HE IS READING~ OUR STUFF teehee!!, but it was also the first time I saw the 'outside world' look our way. And not just the outside world but the ppl who made my canon, specifically. And sure it was weird sometimes, but I think now I'm glad it happened? Not that I wasn't glad then, or not glad, or what. My point is that now Roger Clark and Noshir Dalal are both like, "Please, ship Charthur to your heart's content!!!" and it's... idk, it makes me smile. We've come some ways, I think.

The Red Dead fics I'm loving are really really REALLY SAD and I spent all of Sunday curled up in a ball on the couch getting my heart stabbed by WORDS. Specifically these words. Spoilers for EVERYTHING. Spoilery spoilers everywhere. It felt like reading candle_beck's "Gone Again" or "The Rest of Your Life", that's how expansive and engulfing and utterly soul-crushing it is. Except it ends on a more hopeful note! AND YET I AM STILL IN PAIN.

If my next fic is just a romcom set in an artist commune in central Massachusetts modern AU, this is why.

whynot: Where's Waldo: je suis perdu (que hora son mi corazón)
This was mostly just going to be me compiling characterization notes for myself. Somewhere along the way it turned into ~2300 of gen fic about Charles joining the gang. It's unbeta'ed and I haven't written anything since 2017, so please excuse the creaky joints. I'm happy to have finally finished something though. The conversation between Lenny and Dutch is mostly lifted from their actual camp conversation. If any of the race stuff is badly done, please let me know and I will fix it.



devil makes three lyric goes here )
whynot: etc: excuses, excuses (express yourself)
Hello, I finished playing Red Dead Redemption 2 for the first time and now my eyes won't stop leaking. Who wants to talk about cowboys making out?
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I crosspost to [livejournal.com profile] twoskeletons. If by some chance one of my fics happens to inspire you, feel freeeeee to do whatever with them, including but not limited to podfic, art, writing in 'verses, remix, etc! All I ask is that you link me so I can see. :)


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whynot: Where's Waldo: je suis perdu (que hora son mi corazón)
 I'm watching the Magnificent Seven and hey, don't I know that Native American actor from somewhere? Turns out it's Jonathon Joss, who played Ken Hotate in 'Parks and Rec'. The movie's rolling on in the background and I'm looking up stuff about him. He voiced John Redcorn on 'King of the Hill', but I never watched that. Here's an interesting quote:
 

Are the roles for Native American actors better now than when you first got into the business?

I would love to say things have changed over that time, that there are more mature Native American characters being written, but I’m not sure that’s happened. I can say that at least Native American characters are allowed to think now instead of being the old sidekicks like Tonto, where the Lone Ranger asks “Are those four men on horses?” and Tonto says, “Yes. There are four men on horses.” Our characters now are a little deeper. They’re allowed to have their own thoughts. Sometimes non-Native American writers have us doing things we wouldn’t do or saying things we wouldn’t say — stuff that’s just not in our DNA — but at least we’re getting to think now. I’m still riding horses, shooting arrows and killing white people, so a lot hasn’t changed since I got into the business, but at least it hasn’t gotten worse.

I started watching the Ken Burns 'National Parks' documentary, subtitled America's Greatest Idea. "First," it seems to say, "you get rid of all the Indians." It's a history I've been delving into with increasing purpose. Braiding Sweetgrass by Robin Wall Kimmerer is a beautiful book celebrating Native American relationships with the land. I found it really nourishing, with useful meditations on the concept of home. Sherman Alexie's The Lone Ranger and Tonto Fistfight in Heaven is a collection of short stories with a visceral, freewheeling style. I've only known his poems before, but this anthology makes me want to delve more into his prose. (hashtag tbt but i found myself wondering if candle-beck read and loved sherman alexie, back in the day. their styles felt similar.) I recommend both these books. Kimmerer and Alexie have vastly different styles, but there is something elegiac in both their works, her longing for a golden past and his anger at the current scars.

I don't know. I'm an immigrant in this country. I've had my green card for only a year and a half, and now I find myself wanting to know more about this place, especially the parts of it history has tried to stamp out. I'm on the lookout for more works by Native Americans, so if you have recommendations, let me know.

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