all my keysmash are belong to you

In addition to weatheredlaw, I would also like to blame callowyn, skullage, and zempasuchil. YOU GUYS ARE THE WORST AT SAVING ME FROM MYSELF. :(

Anyway, here is the rambling synopsis/outline (...outlinefic?) for a 'verse I don't have time to write. WW2 AU, Pacific theater. Sam/Dean pining, Dean/Castiel-ish probably sort of maybe, Victor, Bobby-ish, PG13, character death.

It's a 4500-word outline, on account of how it keeps trying to be real fic.


( I'm not really a man of faith, sir. )

I couldn't sleep so I wrote Wincest.


If Thine Eye Offend Thee
Supernatural. Sam/Dean, Castiel, Ruby. R.
If Dean deserves to be saved, maybe Sam does too. Set during the time period from 4x01 through 4x07. ~3900 words

( Sam doesn't believe in the calm before the storm. )

I've been wibbling back and forth about whether or not I should post this because omg this is not my usual fannish medium, and omg my voice on the internets, and omg if we only had more time, we could do better. But we didn't have more time, and we were trying our damndest to finish this before I had to leave the country, so, y'know. This is what we have.

Basically my boyfriend is building a home studio and he was like, "Do you wanna record any of your songs?" and I was like, "What about this one?" So he listened to me sing it and asked, "...Is this about Supernatural?" He's so smart, you guys.

So! This is my belated 5x22 reaction post. EXCUSE ME WHILE I SING ABOUT MY FEELINGS. Well, Dean's feelings. I can't stress how important my boyfriend was to making this recording happen. I may have written the song, but he was invaluable with his input and his mysterious superpower of getting his various machines to do what I want them to. That's him playing the guitar solo at the end.

He also said I can name our band whatever I want.


Title: In the Dark
Band: The Camp Chitaqua Ragtime Ensemble
Length: 3:50
Characters: Sam/Dean (or Sam&Dean, if you have your gen goggles on)
Summary: Post-5x22. Life after Sam is still Sam all over the place.

download: Megaupload, Mediafire

( lyrics )

I'm just reposting more Wincest from last week's porn meme. Z requested Sam/Dean where they are either happy or at the beach, so just in case, I set it at the beach. The title is from the song of the same name by Queens of the Stone Age, who sing a hell of a lot about croatverse, but this particular song is about them boys.

I should really update my masterlist soon.


River in the Road
Supernatural. Sam/Dean. NC17. Spoilers through S2. Established relationship, medium-length walk on the beach.
Set in early S3. "Gotta take the hairshirt off sometimes, huh, Sammy?" ~950 words

( They finish only half the pizza, but all of the beer. )

Hi, all you folks who have Blackberry phones or another smartphone, here are questions from someone who is considering getting one. Do you like your Blackberry? IS IT WORTH THE $75 A MONTH D:?? If you have some other Verizon smartphone, which do you have and what do you like/hate about it?

Still homeless and looking (ARGH). Still seeking out health insurance (DOUBLE ARGH). Thank you to everyone for their help and hugs and <333, I'll get back to y'all soon. In the meantime, check it, I recced Novaks at SOR.

Another thing that has been soothing my woes is how sarcasticindiefucks is totally all about SPN. Cas after he drank the liquor store, Uriel at Sodom and Gomorrah, fallen!Cas, Jimmy, AND MORE. Why does tumblr have to exist when I'm trying to get shit done?

Keep calm and repost Wincest commentfic.


By Songs Entombed
Supernatural. Sam/Dean. R.
4x14 coda. They haven't done this in a while. ~600 words

( He mutters some bullshit about how he's tired. )

I'm sitting on a few fanmixes right now. I recently amassed a wealth of music so I'm gonna sit on them some more, and hopefully serendipity will lead me to songs that even better explicate Dean/Alastair and Jimmy/Castiel &c.

I deem this Winchesters mix ready to go though! It spans S5, winks at S6, and is about as full of erotic codependency as you'd expect. I'm still trying to get the hang of this GIMP program, but I think we'll do okay, even if I still get a little misty for Photoshop sometimes.



( PUT YOUR LIGHTS ON | tracklist, graphics, download )

vikki has finished sorting castielfest prompts and is sending them out right now. My heart is full of capslock and keysmash and the XD emoticon, you don't even know.